So here's a songfic to a song I really like by P!nk called "Please Don't Leave Me". :) I'd love reviews! Of course. ;)
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many times have I kicked you out of here?
I've said something insulting
The day started off as a normal one. It began raining mid-afternoon and Caitlyn was pacing in her living room. Shane has said he'd come over so they could chill out and watch movies together. He was half an hour late already.
The doorbell finally rang and Caitlyn wrenched the front door open, seething, "Where the heck have you been?" she demanded hotly. The sound of the rain pounding on the sidewalk in front of the house met her ears, a drenched Shane stood on her front porch.
"Sorry I'm late, but I had to stop and Mitchie's to drop off-" Shane began, moving to come into the house, but Caitlyn put a hand on either side of the frame, blocking his entrance with a fiery glare.
"At Mitchie's." she spat with distaste, "Of course."
"…What's that supposed to mean?" Shane was watching her warily, oblivious to the rain dripping from his face.
"Of course little old me isn't important enough compared to Mitchie," Caitlyn spoke in a low, angry tone, "Of course you can't resist a girl that flirts with you all the time."
"I just apologized," Shane spoke, obvious irritation at the insult in his tone, "So let me in."
"As if," Caitlyn snapped, stepping into his path as he attempted to go around her, "Get out of here." The door slammed on his face.
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I'm capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is
Broken
Caitlyn couldn't help but smile at the animated stories the girls around her were sharing, sipping her drink in silence. She didn't fit in here. She hated dresses. She hated people. Yet, somehow she'd ended up here. The things she did for the Gray brothers.
Her expression hardened at the sight of Shane entering the spacious room, the brunette on his arm. No one around her took any notice to the way she set her glass down much harder than necessary.
He knew so well, what Mitchie had done to her, yet he didn't seem to care. He knew how Mitchie had promised her to stay in touch after camp (lie), then when she had gotten a record deal she had assured Caitlyn that she would have the opportunity to mix some of her songs (lie). And last, but not least, she had stolen her boyfriend a few months ago.
The last thing was what broke Caitlyn the most. To think, her best friend had stolen her boyfriend-who meant so much to her-and then dumped him merely weeks later. Something so important to her- ripped from her and tossed aside.
"Shane," Caitlyn greeted him, a fake smile on her face, "Good to see you finally show up to the party you invited me to."
"Hey, Cait…" he was watching her carefully, sensing her inwardly bristling.
"I see you've brought a, ah, friend with you," Caitlyn pointedly eyed Mitchie, "I do hope she'd an improvement from last time's date-I'd hate to have to be the one to find you heartbroken yet again."
He was giving her a warning glare. She ignored it.
"Who knows, maybe she'll last more than a night before cheating on you," Caitlyn smirked, wondering in the back of her mind where the hateful words were coming from, "I'm betting maybe a week before you bore her." She winked at him before stalking off.
Please
Don't leave me
Please
Don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please
Don't leave me
Face buried in the couch cushions, Caitlyn didn't even sit up when her front door was thrown open and slammed shut. Yes, Shane, come on in! A sigh passed her lips, but she only curled her fingers tighter on either side of her head.
Her silver sequined dress had been too much trouble to discard, so Caitlyn had simply thrown herself onto the couch instead of changing first. The only thing she'd freed herself off from the party was her high heels-they had killed her feet.
"We need to talk, Gellar," Shane's clipped tone met her ears, signally his fury at her not being any less than what she had expected. Caitlyn didn't move, listening carefully to the sound of him finally coming to kneel beside the couch.
"Go away."
"You'd like that, wouldn't you?" Shane snapped, "But, no, I can't do that until I know why you have to be like that. Why do you insist on making my life miserable-especially around my dates?"
"Go away."
"You don't really want me to," Shane hissed, "I'm your friend and despite how you act-"
"I don't need you," Caitlyn's muffled voice caused a silence to fall, "So go away."
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
"I'm not going to argue about this with you!" Caitlyn had to control her temper to keep from slapping him. Shane glowered at her from across the kitchen, taking brisk steps to bring himself in front of her, "Get out of the way."
"No, I don't think I will," his calm, firm tone surprised her a moment.
"Of course you won't," Caitlyn huffed, "Because you don't want to-and you only do things that you want, that please you."
"You know that's not true-"
"Hah! Yes, it is," Caitlyn rolled her eyes, "Everything in your little world focuses on you." Shane's eyes narrowed dangerously.
"Say that again," he dared her in a low tone.
"You. Are. A. Selfish. Jerk." She hissed, being sure to leave emphasis on each word.
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But, baby, I don't mean it
Don't mean it
I promise
"Well at least I'm not an arrogant child!" Shane snapped, eyes burning with anger, "You throw all these insults without even telling me why you're mad!"
"Maybe you should know!" Caitlyn yelled, trying to shove past him but his hand on her shoulder hindered her.
"Well, I don't!" Shane said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
"Maybe you should just shut up and get out of my life!" she gritted her teeth, their raised voices making her adrenaline run.
"Maybe I never wanted to be in it!" he spoke, but this time his tone was flat but the disgust on his face was unmistakable and portrayed the honesty in his words.
Caitlyn didn't think twice before slapping him.
Please
Don't leave me
Please
Don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please
Don't leave me
The only sound was the rain pounding against the house as they both stared in disbelief at one another. Caitlyn swallowed slowly at the tingling in her hand from the force behind her hitting him. Dragging her eyes from her palm and up to his face, she saw the bright pink mark she'd left.
Suddenly, Shane had spun on his heal and stalked from the kitchen, seething. Caitlyn stood in shock a moment, staring at where he'd disappeared and listening to his footsteps and the front door slam shut behind him.
"Shane!" Caitlyn came to her sense, running after him and out into the dark, rainy night, "Shane, get back here!"
I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
You're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you
I'm sorry
He hadn't gone far, she ran into him and nearly fell over. The only thing saving her from a wet, most likely painful fall was Shane's quick reflexes as he caught onto arm. Muttering "thanks" under her breath, there was an awkward moment.
Caitlyn was barely able to see his face in the dark, biting her lip at the sight of the water dripping from his eyelashes, despite his solemn gaze. He really was beautiful. And she really did need him. Why did she always act so hateful?
Please, please
Don't leave me
Baby, please
Don't leave me
Please
Don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please
Don't leave me
"I really think I should go," Shane stated simply, releasing his grip on her arm and taking a small step backward, then, with a little bit of bitterness in his voice, "Since you don't want me in your life."
"I always say that I don't need you, but please don't leave," Caitlyn murmured, letting her face fall. She felt like such an idiot. Screaming and yelling at him and then nearly begging him to stay?
Please
Don't leave me
Please
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please
Don't leave me
"…What?" There was definitely disbelief in his expression and tone.
Chancing a glance up at him, Caitlyn slid her arms around his neck and pressed a kiss against his lips with a sigh. She felt him freeze in shock, but the moment Caitlyn began to think he would push her away, Shane kissed back fervently. His arms held her tightly against him.
Baby, please, please
Don't leave me
"Please don't leave me," Caitlyn repeated herself in a whisper after reluctantly breaking away.
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