you know i never really thought about life i was always doing the same thing i never thought these boring days would end because ever science that day on my birthday when i met that boy

and when he told me that i do matter and that one day i would make a change is why i kept going i was searching for him it seemed so foolish of me to chase something that people keep saying its just a dream …..though i never believed it was a dream i keep wondering if it was…hmmm? i can hear the sound of my alarm constantly beeping i turn it off and get ready for school i turn on the tv after i take my shower aperentaly there was a kid who destroyed some property, murdered there parents and committed suicide that was the 49th kid who has done the same thing that the rest of the 48 kids have done they have only been in three types of schools my school an elementary school and another high school this time it was a 8 year old girl she was never bullied or had any enemys i walked out of my apartment and walk to school yep thats right i live by myself no one knows this except me and my best friend blade thats not his real name but everyone knows him as that his real name is tom not that anyone cared i arrived at school just to see blade already there that was a surprise he usually likes to show up late i unlock my locker and he doest seem pretty excited as usual hey blade i started in till he interrupted me oh hey there cutie how you doing? i stared at him your not wearing your contacts are you i said to him in a really tired voice w-wait how did you?… sam? he said in shocked oh man I'm so sorry i guess i did for get to put my contacts in your hopeless i mumbled i opened my locker and gave him some contacts i always had extras in case he forgot his as i handed them to him we head into class and sat in our seats and class began hello students the teacher started today we have a new student his name is jack i watched as the black haired white skinned boy sat down in his seat he was right beside me um hi I'm sam he looked at me i smiled then he turned his head to the board at lunch me and blade decided to follow him um are we stalking him blade asked um y-yeah i guess so i said to him it was really weird it was like this person wasn't real lets just follow him for 5 more minutes i said we followed him to the office he put a usb in the computer and started playing a different song then what was on the announcements…my vision started to blur and i got really dizzy i then blacked out