Hey, hey, everyone. Its Izumi again… well I'm kinda going through a hard time with everything. I'm totally in love with this guy, but I know he doesn't give anything for me, other than to use me. Then I have this other guy who I REALLY like, but I'm scared to cross the friendship line with because we just became friends. I don't want to mess ANYTHING up, but I don't know what to do…T.T life sucks sometimes, eh?

But yeah, so I'm in a droopy mood so I decided to write this. Its in dedication to my ex boyfriend…the first guy mentioned in the previous paragraph.

If anyone has any advice, I'd absolutely LOVE to hear from you.

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Sasuke sighed as he rolled on his side. He reached over and pulled her empty pillow to his face and snuggling in it.

I can still smell her scent on her pillow…

He felt the familiar lump in his throat. He wasn't going to cry, but he wanted to.

I can't believe I did that to her…she was so innocent…so kind…

He rolled back over on his back and stared up at the ceiling.

She deserves better though, better than me…she'll be better off without me.

In his inner eye, Sasuke could still see her. Laughing. As usual. Something he had taken advantage of. Her black/brown hair coming down to her back. Her white eyes; the eyes of the Hyuuga clan. He could still see Hinata.

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"Cheese!" Hinata giggled as she held up two fingers for the camera in the booth. Sasuke rolled his eyes and the camera caught it.

"Sasuke-kun, smile for the camera," she giggled and kissed him on the cheek. His cheeks lit up and the camera caught it. "That'll be a good one."

Sasuke had to admit it, for a tool, Hinata was really cute.

Does this mean I feel something for her? Sasuke thought.

The two climbed out of the booth and stood, waiting for the pictures to develop.

"So where are we going next?" Hinata asked, her face bright with sweet innocence.

Sasuke flashed a lop-sided grin, "Where ever you want, Hina-chan."

Hinata smiled and hugged his arm; "You make me so happy, Sasuke."

Sasuke wrapped an arm around her just as Uzumaki Naruto was coming around the corner with Haruno Sakura on his arm. Sasuke and Naruto made momentary eye contact. There was a flash of anger in Naruto's eyes as he laid eyes on the sight of Sasuke and Hinata so close. Sasuke felt a prickle of triumph.

Sakura glared hotly at Hinata and mouthed a word that looked suspiciously like "whore". With that, Naruto and Sakura walked past the two. Hinata glanced up just in time to see Naruto walk by.

"Naruto-kun?" Hinata whispered. Naruto paused and looked over his shoulder.

"Oh, hi, Hinata," Naruto grumbled and walked away.

Sasuke hid a smile. It was great to make Naruto jealous. Especially by using Hinata, who he knew Naruto still cared for, even though they had broken up.

"Oh, the pictures are ready," Hinata said as she turned away from Sasuke. "Hee hee! They're so cute!"

She shoved them at Sasuke and he glanced down at them and smiled slightly, "Very nice, but it looks like it's going to rain, why don't we go back home?" Hinata's eyes lit up.

She grabbed his arm. He slipped his hand down and threaded his fingers with hers. They turned and exchanged glances. Sasuke suddenly felt something come over him. He pulled Hinata closer to him and grabbed the back of her neck tenderly and pressed his lips to hers. They shared a kiss as the rain started pouring down.

I think I love her…

Ok guys, I know VERY short chapter, right? Well oh well. I'm actually going to make this ANOTHER chapter story…not many chapters, but still…a chapter story. But yeah, I am in dire need of advice for my dilemma. I REALLY like both guys, and I know that the first one liked me at one point and he claims he still does, but he can't make me his first priority or his only love. He has feelings for girls from our school (one of which he knows he can't have) and that makes me feel so put out and uncared for, like I'm really nothing. I know that the other guy likes me a lot now and I'm worried that I'll jump too fast into a new relationship and I won't get the chance to know him. I don't know what to do!!! Not to mention my freakin keyboard is being retarded!!!!!!!!! Argh….

Izumi out