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Bella's POV
The roads were slick and my mind was else where. My mind was on a beautiful angel who I use to have, but don't have anymore. The reason why I walk around in a stupor, the reason why the tears in my eyes are always threatening to spill over. The cause of the ache in my chest. So I guess you could say I was distracted when I crashed my truck five minutes before getting to my house. I had just survived another day of boring school with an empty seat everywhere I looked, where an angel, my angel use to sit. Not anymore.
The lines on the road and the trees in front of me began to blur more than usual as tears slid down my cheeks. I went over a particularly slippery piece of ice, being careless because of my heartache. I heard my father's voice in my head telling me to steer into the skid. None of it helped. The car slid out of control. All of the sudden a tree was zooming towards me. There was a moment when I saw a leaf fall in front f my windshield, almost peaceful-like in its fluttering dance. Then time sped up, and my world went black.
*(0##!##0)*
"Hang on! Stay with me Bella!" shouted a beautiful angel. Edward?
"I'm so sorry Bella, it's Carlisle, not Edward." the angel replied. I managed to open my eyes despite the all-consuming pain I was going through. There in front of me was Carlisle's concerned face, with Alice right behind him.
"Alice? Carlisle? Where's Edward?" I asked. I didn't make sense to me that if the Cullens started to acknowledge me again, that Edward wouldn't be there with them.
"He doesn't know this has happened Bella. It's best he doesn't know." Carlisle answered me as he hooked me up to certain machines and giving orders to Alice like she was a nurse. No one else was in the room with them.
"Why is it best that he doesn't know?" I asked weakly as I felt my self starting to slip in and out of consciousness.
"Well Bella, You're loosing so much blood that the only way to save you is if I turn you into a vampire. I know that Edward isn't going to like that so it's best that he doesn't know." Carlisle answers gravely. I managed to find a bit of strength to stay awake for a bit longer.
"Do it Carlisle. It's for the best. Tell my parents I love them." I tell Carlisle. He takes a step closer to my bed.
"I'm going to tell Edward it was the Volturi, okay?" He put a needle into one of my arms, which had been numb for some time. When I looked at the needle I caught a glimpse of blood and bones sticking out at weird angles. I squeezed my eyes shut. Dear God! Don't throw up! Stay strong!
"Bella, I injected you with painkiller and sleeping medicine so you won't feel too much. Alice, leave the room if you must." Carlisle said to me as my world began to spin and swirl. Colors pooled together as I shut my eyes and fell into the darkness.
*(0##!##0)*
It seemed as if someone stabbed my left hand. It then seemed that they set the imaginary knife on fire. The fire then consumed me, inch by inch. It finally got to the point where my whole body was covered in fire. The fire got weaker, it still covered me, but it was weaker. It felt like water was fighting to put the fire out. It never smothered it completely, just dulled it. Then a miracle happened, my fingers started to feel normal! Slowly the fire began to retreat from my fingers, then to my wrists, elbows shoulders, until it was only my chest that felt the burn. I could feel my heart struggling to continue beating. Finally, it stuttered to a stop. For the first time in my life my chest was still.
*(0##!##0)*
I heard yelling. It sounded like it was a story above me. The yelling wasn't that loud, I shouldn't be able to hear it from all the way down here. Then something magical happened. It dawned on me who was yelling. Edward!
"Edward!" I shouted. I was shocked again. My voice was clear and beautiful. My hands were ivory-white. I saw every detail in the bed sheets, could hear someone running towards me. This can't be happening... Oh my God! I'm a vampire... The door was swung off its hinges. I didn't flinch, I knew they were coming even before they went down the stairs. It was Edward. I heard a multitude of footsteps and the rest of his family quickly gathered behind him.
"Bella..."
