I never thought the end to my story would be because I lost my best friend in the entire world. She meant everything to me, she trusted me and I trusted her now I'll probably never see her again. I can't go on knowing I lost all of my friends. I lost the one person who mattered to me the most and now I write this in some attempt to know if I'll keep living or not. What's the point? She'll forget about me most likely anyway. This is terrible and a tragedy in my life. I lost the person who SAVED MY LIFE… I can't lose her. She means the world to me, her snark, her kindness. She liked me for me…

And I Guess the only time I'll ever see her again is the after life.. Ell.. I'll see you there...