An: Just randomness that came into my mind ;
Disclaimer- Friends is not mine.
Killing Me Softly
"I don't love you." She tells me looking at her feet
I look at her, "You don't mean that."
She continues staring at her feet, as if interested in them beyond belief. I even drew my attention to them to see what was so interesting. There was nothing deforming, unlike my feet. They were just feet.
"Yes, yes I do." She said still not looking up from her feet.
"Rach, you are lying. I know it, you know it." I whisper.
"Chandler! You and I will never work." She continued her voice shaking.
"Rachel, I love you so much. I need you. I want to be with you." I said grabbing her hand.
She quickly took her hand back. She seemed serious, and Rachel was hardly ever serious.
"Yeah I'm sure. I'm sure that's true." She bit sarcastically.
"I am telling the truth. I want our relationship to work." I whispered.
"Relationship! What relationship? Chandler we don't have a relationship, we have an affair." She snapped.
"Rachel, we have something and you know it." I try to convince her.
"No, Chandler we don't." She says quietly.
I am silent for a while feeling the intensity of her words. I wonder if she knows every word she says is killing me. I wonder if by the end of the night, Rachel Green will be considered a murderer.
"Chandler, this has to end." She finally says.
I look up meeting her eyes, the eyes that have captivated me for so long, the eyes I fell in love with. The eyes that are like the ocean, blue, deep, and full of secrets. Finally I say, "What? Why? "
"Because Chandler, the lies are destroying me. I hate the lies! I hate lying to Monica. I hate lying to Ross. Hell I hate lying to Joey and Phoebe! But you know what I'm sick of lying and convincing myself that we could have worked!" Rachel shouted.
"Rachel, it can work." I told her.
"No, we can't." She says tears in her eyes.
"We can." I protest.
"No we can't, I'm Ross's girl. You are Monica's guy." She screams.
"So what?" I inquire.
"So what? So Monica is my best friend, Ross is your best friend. This is so wrong!" She snaps.
"But so right." I say and kiss her.
She slaps me for kissing her and says, "I'm serious. It's over!"
She makes her way to the door. And takes a deep breath running a hand through her thick blond brown hair.
In a final attempt to make her stay I call, "I love you."
Rachel turns around, and then whispers in a way that seemed she was trying to convince herself, "I love Ross." And then she walks away.
Its official Rachel Green is a murderer.
AN: Please review it took me less than an hour so it may not be good, but I like it. I don't want you to say it sucks because of the pairing. Okay reviews, please.
