Don't ask how I thought of this please. Let's just say that while I was writing the past of a character for another story, I wondered what would cause Ryuichi to be the way he is now. I honestly blame drugs… but this way is better then that in my mind.

YOU ARE BEING WARNED RIGHT NOW! This story does contain: Sexual situations, sex with a minor, rape, child abuse, a jackass Tohma Seguchi, and death. I don't think I missed anything…. Hope I didn't at least.

Anyways, this is kind of a dark fic depending how you look at it ^_~

Please no flames . I really hate reading them.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation.

Disclaimer #2: Chapters will be short do I don't draw out the emotions. And hey, this way, I can get a chapter a day …. Weekends don't count in this guess.

Disclaimer #3: I have no proof of any of Ryuichi's family life, as Maki Murikami never wrote one in.

Ryuichi looked around the classroom slowly. He hated wearing the dark blue uniform, but knew he had no other choice then to suffer with it for the time being. The bell would ring soon, and he would be able to get out of the tight collar jacket.

"Mr. Sakuma, can you answer the question?" the teacher said from the front of the classroom. Ryuichi looked up at the board for the first time in the class period. One thing to love about an English language class: he was given time to sleep.

"And what question would that be?" he asked in a firm but clam voice.

Pointing at the white chalk on the board, she closed her book. "Answer it."

Cobalt eyes glanced over the characters on the board. Let's see… What the hell does that say? He stared at it for a few more seconds. Not that he didn't know the language; he just had no reason to show how much he did know.

"As I thought; you should try paying attention once and a while in class." She looked over the class as he laid his head back down. "Mr. Seguchi, can you reply to the question?"

Tohma smiled. Without any hesitation, he answered it. "What drink would you like?" he said in English.

"Correct," she smiled as she wrote a new question on the board. Ryuichi eyed Tohma from across the room as the bell rang. "Have you papers ready tomorrow!" the teacher called out before everyone darted off for home.

Ryuichi had no plan to hang around, but even less of a plan to go home. He stepped out of the school building holding his school bag in one hand, unbuttoning his coat with his left. "Almost done… Three years to go," he sighed.

"Oni-san!" a girl yelled from behind him as he rounded the corner.

Turning, he looked at the little brown haired girl as she stopped next to him. "Hey kid, you got out early."

She nodded, "we have conferences today, remember?"

He hung his head back. "No…. Come on, let's get something to eat then go back to the school." He held his hand out for her to take. Slowly they began down the street.

"Do you have enough money for that…?" she asked quietly.

"Don't worry, Senya. I took money from the secret spot before I left home. School is what made me forget about the conferences today, not time," he laughed as they stopped at a small restaurant known for it's good food and cheap prices. They walked in and sat at a table towards the back.

They ordered their food and waited quietly. "So how are you today?" she asked, breaking the silence.

"Don't worry about me; I can take all that," he smiled as the host greeted another customer.

"Well well, if it isn't Sakuma," Tohma laughed from behind. "I didn't know you actually had money in your family."

Ryuichi turned his head to look at the blond teen and his group of followers. "I have money; I just don't pay my friends like you have to." Senya held back a laugh by bighting her tongue.

"Why you…"

"Please calm down sirs," the hostess said, stepping between the two. She led Tohma and his group to a table on the other side of the restaurant.

"Bring me what ever," he said refusing the menu.

Ryuichi looked down as Senya ran a hand through his hair. "It will be ok. One day, he will be working for you," she smiled again. Ryuichi had no choice but to smile.

It was dark when the two siblings finally left the school. They followed the barely lighten side walk to the tram station that was just around the corner.

The doors shut just as Senya got on, followed by Ryuichi. "That was close," he mumbled as they took a seat.

Senya laid her head on her brother's right arm. "I'm tired…" she whispered.

"Same here," he said as he laid his head on hers. "He's not supposed to be there tonight, so we should be able to get some sleep." Senya nodded. "A night with no screaming or yelling; almost sounds too good to be true," he laughed.

"Ryu… You won't leave me, will you?"

"Sen, when I move, you're going with me. I won't ever leave you with that monster," he said as he wrapped his arms around her. "You're my little sister… I will always be here to protect you."

"Thank you," she whispered, closing her eyes.

"Yeah, go ahead and sleep. I'll wake you when we get to our stop." It was too late; she was already out cold in his arms.

End Part one.