Hi everybody! I'm MXM's Holic and I'm a writer form the Spanish section of and this is the first story that I write and publish in English. Please be gentle with me! I'm so nervous!

I wrote this fic listening to "She will be loved" by Maroon5 (I really love that song, if you haven't listen to it you should go and check on youtube. I recommend you listen to it while you're reading.) and the yaoi pairing I'm writing of, is of course Matt and Mello... (I guess that explains why may nickname is MXM's Holic! They are the best and sexiest couple ever! *-* )

Advertence: nothing strong.

Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note or any of the characters... Why!?!?!?! T_T

Read it: this fanfiction is specially made for Loveless-slave one of the writers from this section. She have amazing stories... you should go, check them out and leave a lovely review for her! If you are reading this Loveless, you're my idol! I love your stories!!! (I'm actually translating one of her fics called "Let it bleed" from English to Spanish, because I love how she wrote it!)

So Loveless, this is for you... from the button of my heart… I hope you like it (and also you guys!)

Here we go...

Rain

Matt

It's raining... we can't hear our voices... maybe you can hear my thoughts… maybe you can hear my screams... as I can hear yours.

All we can do is hold lifeless looks in our pupils… trying to notice like that, in their darkness, our true feelings.

It's raining… a flash of lightning anticipates the impact of the thunder in the darkness, then it breaks the earth with an annoying noise of silence while illuminates our faces and bodies in the opaqueness of the room… all I can do is stay in my feet in front of you, looking at you… hoping you dare to pronounce those words, word locked in body and soul because of your pride... "Let me be close to you" I yell... maybe you are to far to listen to me... to feel me.

"Say it..."

"What do you want me to say exactly?" Another ray brakes the earth. You pride blinds you again.

"Say it now..." My voice is more like a cry breaking out as I say the last syllable becoming part of the silence becoming part of the silence.

"I..." Your voice is shaking now, almost like mine.

"Is... is simple... just three words." I pronounced unconvinced of what you feel. "I did it... I said it... just three words... I know which they are... I know that you'll say 'I do not'."

Mello

You misunderstood me. Did you really think that I would say that? I'm sorry... I know that my deep silence makes you think precisely the opposite of what I want to express.

The sound of the rain falling to the floor makes me feel pain. Why don't I let you listen to me?... Don't cry... don't let the rain keep falling on us... just give me a moment... there is a lump in my throat...

Matt

I know I'm weak... Why do I let you see me cry? Only you know my weal spots, only you can love me... but I'm asking too much... your silence hurts.

Mello

I'll say it... just let me recover my breath... Just let me be closer to you... let me be by your side... alright... now it's the time.

"I love you..."


So how was it guys? I'm sorry if it's too short! But I hope you all liked it! Please leave me a review... I don't care if you say just HI. It makes me happy to know that you've been here at least! I also accept critics (always with respect) and cheers! XD

I want you to know also that soon, I'll be publishing a new story it's name is "Nice hair, blondie" and it's a parody! (of course with Matt and Mello!)

Message for Loveless-slave: did you like it? Please let me know!

Well that's all...

Kisses MXM's Holic :3