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It's hard, dreaming about the person you love, and then waking up and realising that actually, it doesn't matter if you love them or not, you're the captain and can't tell them.
It sucks.
First it was Justin, but he's dead now. Then Mark, but he left me. Now it's Chakotay, my first officer. I'm a captain, I can't tell him how I feel, because that wouldn't be right, wouldn't fit protocol.
But I can't sit here and not tell him how I feel.
Whenever I'm sat next to him on the bridge, I'm fighting a battle to tell him how much I love him. But I can't. I'm the captain, I can't have a relationship with a member of my crew, they're all my subordinates.
So where does that leave me? As the Doctor once said. Holograms are all very well and good and whatever, but a hologram verse a real person, well there's no contest.
I love Chakotay. He's the closest to my rank, but I can't. Crying is no help. I love him, but I can't tell him.
I'm the captain.
