A/N: Sorry it's been a while since you heard from me. I've been busy with finals, and work, and I was at YC last weekend. It was AWESOME!! So you'll probably hear from me a little more soon/ Hopefully. I'm giving my two week notice at work on Friday so I won't have to worry about work anymore. Hope you guys all like my newest inspired "Story". It's not really a story, but you get my point. Enjoy =P
Decode
Song by Paramore
Songfic by Jaks
How can I decide what's right
When your clouding up my mind
How do I know what to do? I can't think straight through my constant thoughts of you.
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Nor can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here
I used to know you so well
I thought I knew who you were. I thought I knew you would never hurt me. But I see you now. Standing not even a mile away, in the black suit of my killers. With the same cold look as the rest of them. How did they get to you?
I thought I knew you?
How did we get here
well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
I can see you don't want to do this. You don't want to hurt me. So why do you hide from me? Why do you hide your emotions and keep the cold stare? You're hurting me more than if you just stabbed me. I can't live with you away from me. I love you. But you won't look at me.
I'm on my knees, it hurts so bad to see you closing in for the kill with the rest of them.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
I will figure this one out
On my own
(I am screaming on my own)
On my own
(my thoughts you can't decode)
You'll never understand why I'm doing this. I'm protecting everyone. Including you. If it's me they're after, you won't have to worry about someone else killing me. It'll be you. I know in your mind it probably seems like twisted logic, but no one else will die at the edge of your blade if it's me. I love you.
How did we get here
I used to know you so well
How did we get here
Well, I think I know
Do you see
What we've done
We're gonna make such fools
Of our selves
We're making fools of us. Just give in. You love me and everyone knows it. Give into it.
Do you see
What we've done
We're gonna make such fools
Of our
Selves
How did we get here
I used to know you so well
Yeah, yeah
Well, how did we get here
I used to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
There is something
I see in you
It might kill me
But I want it to be true
It might kill me, but I'll kneel in front of the light, silver blade held in your right hand. If it's what you need to do to get what you want. Okay.
"I love you." I whisper as the blade swings. Deadly. Safely. It cuts the chains that are binding my throat.
"I love you too. You're not leaving me yet!" He grabs my arm and runs with me on his back. Never to see the old place or the people in there ever again.
I hope.
A/N: Hope you guys liked it. It was a spur of the moment thing, so it's probably not my best work. But I still thought it was cool. If you're wondering, I had myself and someone else in mind, but you could probably put any of the pairs into the position. All the guys would save the girls rather than kill them, so it could be any of the couples.
