Thanks for all the kind reviews for my stories, especially NCISTivaFan30, because you review like 99% of the time, so thank you very much! Love your Sexy Vance story by the way!

This story, is of course, OOC and AU because I write it as I want and not as YOU want me to write it, so get over your selves. I do not put myself into my stories, as I am not Sarah David! My name is....well I will keep you guessing with that! The reason I use Sarah David as my writing name, is to keep my identity a secret!

If you do not understand this bugger off, and leave me alone to write my stuff as I see fit!

Right, that's my little rant over and thank you again for the KIND reviews, and constructive comments.

THE IDEA OF SARAH DAVID IS THAT ZIVA HAD HER WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG!!!! ISRAEL MAKES YOU GROW UP FASTER THAN AMERICA SO GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSES AND GO WRITE YOUR OWN FICS IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MINE :P

-SECRETS & LIES-

Sarah was sat on her bed, and had picked up the bear that Thali had brought her for her 7th birthday, she noticed a tear in the back and something sticking out from its fluff.

She looked at it curiously before pulling the white paper from its back.

It was a letter, she was intrigued, how couldn't she have noticed this before, after all she had had this bear for 9 years now.

She opened up the paper and read it,

"Dear Sarah,

If your reading this it means I'm gone, I hope you are safe, and I hope you are loved.

You most probably won't read this letter, I think I hid it well, but if you do, know that I mean you no harm, and that I love you, and whatever happens I always will.

You are my little princess, I remember how you used to run around our garden, through the sprinkler and how you used to giggle when I tickled you, and smile when I hugged you.

This may come to a shock to you, or you may already know, but know that what I am going to tell you, is the truth, and that once again, I love you my princess. This is hard to write, because I know I should've told you sooner, I'm your mother. I'm sorry for lying to you, and I know you planned on spending every second searching for Ziva, as you thought she was your mother, but I am sorry that she is not. I'm sorry I kept this a secret from you, but I could not raise you, my father had not have allowed it, so I gave you to Ziva, it was the hardest decision of my life, and Ziva herself was so young, but I could not stay, and I could not take you with me, my princess.

When I saw you again, after my father had taken you, I realised that in leaving you with Ziva, I had left you in just as much danger as you would have been in if I had taken you with me. I really wanted to tell you then, to stop your tears, I know you cried every night for her, and I know that in your heart you will always have Ziva as a mother, I wish I had told you, so that we could be together, my princess, and for that I am sorry.

My thoughts will always be of you, I love you with all my heart,

Forever and Always,

Mom x"

By the time Sarah finished reading it, tears were streaming down her face, she didn't know what to do, if this letter was truthful, it meant that her mother was dead.

Ziva heard her crying and came in, "What's wrong, my princess?"

WILL ADD CHAPTERS TO THIS IF PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED