AN: This was a one shot. I was asked to turn it into a full story. So here it is.

I was alone, completely alone. How could i ever think he would come back. I can hear him every day whispering snide comments in my ear. I was in pain. I wouldn't leave my room i couldn't even look out of my window any more. My room had drastically changed in the month he had been gone. My stick on stars had been ripped down. My posters thrown out any thing that would remind me of him would make me cry more then i did each day.

"What did you think would happen?" came his snide voice in my head.

"GET OUT!" i shouted at the air in a attempt to brake the hold that his voice had on my mind.

i felt someone start pulling on my arm but it was too late i was already in a flood of memories that made me cry more.

"MARRY-LENNET" I heard Mark shout then i heard the foot steps that meant my family had heard me again.

I vaguely heard my parents move away. I don't remember the next few days. All i know was that it was painful.

............(Time Lapse)

I wish i wasn't here. It smelled weird, but it was a psychiatry office.

"OK Mary-lennet Dr. Benson will see you now." the receptionist said in an overly friendly voice. I sent death glares her way an i walked in. i sat on the soft couch and tried -unsuccessfully- not to think of how cliché this was. A laid back man in his mid-40's walked in and once again i rolled my eyes. He noticed this and made a little note in his notebook.

"Mary-lennet my i call you Mary" he said in a slightly disinterested voice

"no you may not." i responded back with a sharp voice.

"OK well then why don't you tell me what has been happening." Oh My Gosh he did not just say that. Again with the clichés. I sighed and went through the clichés again answering as honestly as i could without giving out any night world secrets. The meeting went slowly but finally he just asked to speak to my mom and for me to step out of the room. I walked out as my mom walked in.

I went into the waiting room and ran strait into the little body that was Jade. I looked around the room for the first time. The walls looked like someone had thrown paint on carelessly. The furniture had cracks in the leather. And in the middle of the room stood Kestrel and Rowan. Jade had stared hugging me but i didn't notice i was crying so hard that the room started to shake. At that moment my mom came out with the doctor.

"she should take one in the morning and one when she has a spout of any more depression no more then 3 a day." then he looked into the waiting room. "make that up to 5 a day." he said to my mom. Then everyone was rushing to make me feel better but i could see only one face and that was the one looking in the window.