When I was born, I wasn't alone.
I was just two pieces of meat that didn't take
shape of a human. There was enough
to make two people. 1+1=1. That was me.
We were supposed to be twins.
Rin had known from the beginning of what her parents had been trying to hide from her. She was a twin, one with a brother. He had been so sweet and one day, when she was really young, he just suddenly disappeared. The sweet blond boy had disappeared from her lives and her parents had tried to keep the shock from her. She had expected it. He had always been so weak and yet, when she had known that, when she had prepared herself for that time, she cried. Cried so much at the lost of someone with the connection of her heart. At a young age, depression had set in so quickly. She couldn't bear it with the loss of her twin. The one that shared the same thoughts and feelings with her. She felt lonely. Things went by so fast after the loss of Len. Only at the tender age of seven, her parents had gone to take a trip, taking her with them. An accident formed, killing her parents, and her? She didn't know what happened. She had found herself sleeping one second and the next, she laid in a white room.
A lonely chemist was born the day of destiny.
Her survival was indeed a miracle
What was missing from her was her sibling
That should have been by her side
She was told that she had a weak body. She didn't seem like she would live very long. Though, Rin knew that this way, she would be able to meet her brother. She had decided that she would life for as long as she could to live out the life that he couldn't. Only a year had passed when she arrived at the laboratory. She was lonely, being in the white room alone with little communication. The only companions she had were her television and an old radio. The only sounds she could hear. One day however, a project formed in her mind. An idea to make an artificial being to become her companion. Her friend. Her family. That was when her project formed. The Nameless Lamda Organ.
Kagamine Rin. The creator of the "Nameless
Lamda Organ". She is known in history as the
genius chemist. Or, the tragic girl who spent her
entire short life inside a bacteria-free laboratory.
Slowly and steadily the young girl worked on this project. Thinking of an older brother, with the same kindness that her brother and her parents had given her. The life wasn't complete however. The thing that sustained him was the bio liquid but all the research, all the work she had done pointed out that he should have been able to awaken. Pressing her forehead against the glass, she looked at the lone figure, floating in the glass tube. "Why aren't you waking up? I need you so much. Why can't you open your eyes? You were going to be my brother. I to be your sister. Please open your eyes." She whispered under her breath. She closed her eyes for a moment, a aching feeling lurched in her body and she slid to the ground. Coughing violently into her own hand, she could see the traces of blood. Her life was now coming short. Years had passed from the time of guess of her death. Maybe it was coming close now. "Please. Wake up." She murmured, tears brimming in her eyes. She felt lonely. It hurt to be lonely when there was someone else in the room. It pained her and she wondered. Could he hear her?
"…Hey, do you understand my feelings?
I'm tired. Why was I so different from
other humans? If I became the same as them,
would this sadness go away?"
Sitting there, she started to think. Her wants. Her wishes. "I just wanted to see his smile. I wanted to touch his blue hair and cut it for him. I wanted to touch him, talk with him, and live with him. But…looks like my time is up…" she said to herself. Tears ran down her cheeks at the thought. She had wanted the two to be a family but it just simply couldn't work out. She wondered. Was she doomed to live her own life alone? Was she supposed to stay alone till she died? She bitterly smiled at the thought. Even now, his "vector" is still operating. It maintains his body, developing his immune system and assisting his overall growth. Even if you put a piece of meat in there, it should be okay. Everything will just decompose, melt, and become nutrients that would help him grow. So…If I just… she thought briefly before standing up. This was the only way. She couldn't stand being alone. She steadily climbed up the stairs that led to the top of the container. She briefly hung over the edge, looking down into the container that held the male. Bitterly smiling, she let her tears drop. "I wanted to see you wake up. I wanted to be there when you would see me. It looks like I can't do that now. I hope that when you do wake up, you'll live a happier life then me." She said to him quietly. She dropped herself into the container, drifting down closer to the being that she created.
Ah, it's so warm. This is the first time I nestled close
To someone and went to sleep with them.
Thank you. And, I'm sorry.
Good night, my…..
As she was slowly disappearing, she stared at the closed eyes of her creation. Kaito. He was still sleeping and she slightly smiled at his face. It seemed like he was going to continue to sleep for a while. She reached out, touching his face and hair. "I'm sorry. I thank you though for being able to stay with me." She said quietly before closing her eyes as she disappeared. Kaito himself remained asleep, floating quietly inside of the container. Unknowing of what had happened to the scientist. Not until many years later.
The visitors who came to Professor Kagamine's
laboratory never saw the chemist again.
The biggest mysteries included the whereabouts of
Kagamine Rin and the existence of the blue-haired
Boy who did not seem human. But those mysteries became
Untouchable and were locked away.
----And a few hundred years passed…
