Peace, you can't truly find, nor have peace until you find the one thing that will give it to you.
I long for peace, silence, to be alone in my own mind.
A gravely voice,
A murderer's voice,
A Mother's voice.
KILL.
KILL.
KILL.
KILL. KILL.
KILL.
Taunts me, mocks me, urges me to kill. It is wrong to kill as I am told. Then school begins a Shinobi Academy; killing is acceptable under certain circumstances, to find peace for our civilians was an example given.
Mother's voice screams at me to kill.
KILL.
KILL.
KILL.
I cannot stand her shrieking; I finally kill. I feel he blood though I have never touched it. Her sand; my sand feels it. I know I cannot hear anything but my own thoughts. Finally the silence I've longed for. Peace wonderful beautiful peace. Would she stay silent? Was a question, after only one kill would stay silent? As I thought the word I heard her voice, softly asking for more blood. I deny her, days, weeks, and months. She is screaming.
blood,KILL.
KILL,blood.
blood,KILL.
KILL,BLOOD,KILL.
blood,blood,blood,blood,KILL,BLOOD,KILL.
I kill again. Mother is silent; I realize that I can only find peace when I kill, giving the blood to her, an offering, blood, and death for her silence. So I will kill to find my peace. If I become the demon the village thinks I am, then...so be it.
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Notes: This is a little inside on the beginnings of Gaara of the Desert. Hope you enjoyed it.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own 'Naruto' the manga or the anime.
