Hey guys :)

Long time no write! I started school last week and was super busy! I typed this real quickly so sorry if there is any mistakes.

It's short, sweet and too the point.

Maybe i'll write a sequel?

-leahh

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Disclaimer: I don't own degrassi and i don't think i want to because the writers gave me the best mid-season finale!


Clare's POV

"Open the fucking door Eli!" I was repeating aand screaming this at the top of my didn't respond and i kept glaring at the gray BMW in the driveway through my tears.

"Please" I whispered spoonly i could hear. Something deep inside me wished he would have heard. I turned around and made it back to my car.

What was I becoming?

What was Eli becoming?

I tried calling his cell phone more times than i could count. I kept looking at the gray BMW in the driveway wishing i would get guts and go up to it and damage it in anyway, shape, or form. It was getting blurrier each time i looked at it.

Was she tall, blonde and a size 00?

Was she better than me? Whatever she was she had to be better than me.

I put my car into drive anddrove till i couldn't drive anymore.

Why would the love of my life cheat after we have been strong for over five years?

Was it all my fault?

Was it something i said?

Was it something i did?

Was this the first time or the 100th?

I had too many thoughts running through my head and no one to talk to and let them out. I went though my contacts at a deserted redlight and quickly gave up once i got to then 'Ms' knowing everyone was asleep.

I was in a big town with nothing. I packed up after college and moved three hours away for Eli and this is how i'm thanked?

'Stop thinking about him Clare!' I thought outloud.

There was nobody in miles so i pulled over. Driving wasn't doing anything but waste gas that i wouldn't need anymore.

Iturned to my backseat and got out a notebook and a pencil to begin to write. Ever since Darcy left writing was the thing to calm me - even if this was far from my usual writing.

I took a deep breath and started writing any words that i could process.

I can't anymore. I have no purpose in such a shit town.

No family.

No friends.

A cheating fiance.

good-bye forever,

Clare Edwards

I ripped it out and laid it on my seat along with everything that was in my pockets including my phone, a bobby-pin and $25.00. I walked out of my car and made my way to the side of the bridge. Probably a 35-40 foot drop - it would work. I kept stepping closer in hopes that someone would stop me but there was no one. I was alone.

I closed my eyes and took one last step.

My last step.

And that's when everything went white.


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This was something different and i'm not sure if i like it.