He's beautiful" was the first thing that ran across my mind as I watched him quietly sleep beside me. His body was slightly covered by the blanket on my bed, but his bare chest was showing. The moon light was bouncing off his beautiful face. I couldn't believe he was actually lying next to me. This was a dream that I never thought would come true. Now that it had, I had no idea what to do with all the excitement I felt, even if I had to keep it a secret from the whole world. Not only would the press eat us alive, my family would kill us both. We both knew the risk of him being here, in my bed. Neither of us had seemed to care as we lay so close to one another, just listening to the sound of our heartbeats in the silence of the house. I couldn't believe this was real. I couldn't believe this was happening. It was something I had always wanted the first time I laid eyes on him those many years ago.
My parents had gone to Atlantic City for the week, leaving me with the house and to do whatever I pleased. They didn't think I needed the watchful eye like both of my brothers needed, but they were wrong. I was going to be their worst Margera nightmare wearing a dress. My family and friends all called it the Margera curse; I just called it being a silent rebel. I was turning into my brothers more and more every day and that scared the hell out of me. I had already followed in Bam's footsteps and quit high school, at age 16, just as he had. I felt my time could be spent doing something better. My parents had tried to talk me into getting my GED but I didn't listen.
I was much different than my brothers as far as height and looks were concerned, but we all shared the same demented personality. Bam and Jess both towered over me when we stood together. I was a short 5'1'', taking my height from my mom's side of the family. I was also years younger than my brothers, being a pleasant surprise some 10 years and some odd months after they had vowed not to have any more kids. My mom, April, had always told me she was the daughter she had been dreaming of when she had Bam. She was living out all her hopes and dreams through me. She told me how proud she was of me daily, but I knew I had to disappoint her and if I did, she didn't let on like I did and nothing could upset my laid back father. I tried to do my best, if only to please the both of my parents. Both of my brothers had made something of themselves, I planned to do the same one day at a time.
Ville had flown in to do a video shoot with my older brother, Bam and to goof off. I had always enjoyed him being here, if it was only for a day or two. As long as I got to see him, it was all that mattered. Being in his arms was an experience that could only be described as magical. The love that surrounded us couldn't soon be broken and I thought it could get us through anything. Many people asked how I could know it was love when I was so young. I knew what I felt and I knew it was love. If it was just a casual affair, I wouldn't be in as deep as I was now.
He slightly jumped from my cool fingertips brushing the side of his face. As much as I wanted him awake, I knew he needed his sleep. He had told my older brother, Bam that he was going out for a walk to clear his head. Yeah, he was clearing his head alright but he was doing anything but walking. I looked at him once more before laying my head on his chest, letting my dark hair fan out over this pale chest. I felt a hand on my back and I looked into the emerald colored eyes of Ville. He was slightly smiling at me and placing his arms around me. I placed a kiss his stomach and watched him glow all over. After hearing his voice for months, I was finally glad to see his face. Finally glad to kiss his lips. Finally glad to be in his arms now.
This is my story. This is the story of Amy Margera, the Margera you've never heard about.
"Can you actually believe this happened?" I giggled slightly as my voice finally cracked the silence that had been filling up the room.
"It's like a dream come true, sweetheart. You have no idea how much I love you at this exact moment." He pulled the blanket up tighter around both of us and just kept looking down at me.
"They can't know. I know I say this all the time, but I am paranoid they will find out." I felt Ville move from under me as he tried to sit up, going for the cigarette pack that was lying right beside him on my nightstand.
"They are going to find out. I would do something before I ever let them find out." His heavy Finnish accent was somewhat slurred as he talked. I knew he had been drinking with my brother before he came here. I could smell the straight liquor on his breath.
"Do you want a drink, darling?" I was now moving closer towards the edge of the bed to go downstairs and sneak into the liquor cabinet. I needed a nightcap to help me sleep better through the night.
"Bring up a bottle of red wine. We'll both share it." I looked over at the clock beside my bed that read 2:21 AM. Bam must be beginning to wonder where Ville might be. I shook my head and took the robe that was hanging from the post of my bed and wrapped it around my body.
"Hey babe, when did you tell Bam you were going to be back at his house? I don't know what has kept him from coming to look for you."
"I told him I'd be back when I got back and that I'd let myself in." I nodded my head as I walked out of the bedroom and into the cold hallway. The moonlight bounced off the perfectly waxed hardwood floors and the bright yellow walls. I heard the phone ringing through the silence of the night and felt my body jump at the slight sound of it.
"I've got it Ville." I picked up the phone from the counter in front of me and looked at the name. Jess & Kelly Margera. They just couldn't leave me along by myself for one second. "The house is still intact Jesse."
"That isn't what I was calling about, but it is nice to know. I wanted to see how drunk you were." I slightly giggled at him asking. I was his sister, he should know.
"I am slowly getting there. You know me; I am your sister after all. You can't expect me to sit here and not get shit faced when they leave me a key to the liquor cabinet. I act just like the both of you." He slightly laughed at my hollow words, but he knew how true it was.
"No wild parties? No boys over right?" I scoffed a little at the boys' part. If he only knew the half of it, he would kill us both.
"Right. They had you call and check up on me, didn't they?" He laughed once more.
"Nooooo, you know they trust you." I rolled my eyes, like he could see me doing it.
"Do I sense sarcasm?"
The line went silent for a moment as he listened to Kelly talk. I hated when he drifted off like this, especially when he was drunk. I looked outside and watched the wind blow in the moonlight. I must've drifted off into my own thoughts because Jess interrupted me a few moments later. I could tell how drunk he was right now, without even looking at him. I could practically smell the booze through the phone.
I saw Ville at the top of the stairs, looking down at me. He was making some kind of motion that I couldn't make out from the corner of my eye. I just prayed he didn't say a word to give Jess a reason to come over here and find him here. Jess could make it here faster from his house than anyone I knew, especially when I was involved. When he thought I had been in an accident with Ryan Dunn, he had dropped everything and did 110 MPH from New York.
"Not at all." I smelled the cigarette smoke coming from Ville and looked up to make a face at him. He slightly smiled and started to come down the stairs. "I just thought I would check up on you and how your second night alone was going."
"Yeah, yeah. You just wanted to spy. Bye." I slammed down the phone on the bright red table in front of me and shook my head.
"Jess, I supposed." Ville wrapped both his arms around my body as he walked up behind me. His upper body was so warm for someone who was shirtless.
"Yeah. He wanted to check up on me. You know how they are." I felt a slight nibbling at the back of my neck by Ville's teeth. I squealed a tiny bit as his teeth began to sink in. "You can't leave marks Ville. They'll want to know where they came from."
"I know what I am doing, my pet." He pushed me back against the table where I had slammed down the phone. He knocked everything off of it, finally sitting me on the top and not missing a beat.
"Ville, watch the candle. Don't get burned." He stopped kissing me and looked at me for a moment. He had the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. His pale skin was shining again. Everything about him made me happy all over.
"I have to go back to Bam's, Amy. Before this goes any farther, I need to go back." I smiled at him one more time and pressed my kips against his.
"You're not going to finish what you started?" He gave me an evil grin as he looked at me.
"I wish I could. I need to go back so he doesn't worry too much." I crossed my arms and looked away. I wanted this to happen; I wanted to spend all night in his arms. "Come on, drive me?"
"Oh alright." I slightly smiled at him as he picked me up off the table and sit me down on the cold floor below.
I went and sat down in this ugly blue chair my dad insisted on having. I was going in my robe and I didn't care what anyone thought about it. It was comfortable and I was going to come home and go to bed anyways. There wasn't a light or a sound going on in the house. I loved it this way. I heard Ville singing something in Finnish and it was way off key. When he finally made it back downstairs, he looked as he had when he came over. He made me stop in my tracks and drool all over myself. He touched my freezing hands, trying to pull me up from the chair.
I frowned, slightly at him making my face wrinkle like Jess' did when he got mad, before getting up. He towered over my small frame and I had to stand on my tip toes just to kiss him. He threw a shirt and a pair of pants at me and I raised my arched eyebrows. He gave me a kiss on the cheek as he fell back into the chair I had been sitting in, feeling its warmth surround me.
"Go on." He grinned evilly at me.
"I don't see what I need to get dressed for. I am just coming home and going back to bed anyways." I let the robe fall off of my body.
"This way they won't think anything." I put the shirt onto my body and looked down. Linde was looking back at me from the Daniel Lioneye shirt that Ville had picked out for me.
"They aren't going to know anything. Bam knows I go out at 3 AM with my robe on. I don't see why it matters." I turned around to face Ville and watched his eyes become big.
"The moonlight compliments you well, darling." I pulled him up with my tiny arms, just to have him close to my body once more.
"Stay with me for tonight, come on." He bent down to place a small kiss on the top of my chestnut hair.
"I wish I could but I promised Bam we would lay down some material for the new video when I got back home." I laced my fingers around his as I looked up into his eyes and died a little on the inside. He had such beautiful features and such soft skin.
"Come on, just for tonight." He shook his head no at me. "Fine."
"You've had a week to say goodbye to me. Sometimes even twice a day." I place my arms around his long neck and gazed into his eyes once more.
"It doesn't seem like long enough. You're not here often and when I do get to see you, I want to spend every waking moment with you. I know you were my brother's new playmate at one time, but I am your girlfriend." Girlfriend. It felt so weird to say out in the open. The only other person I had called Ville my boyfriend to was my best friend, Lauren.
"When you're 18 and we can be together without the fear, I'll never leave you here again." His accent nearly drove me crazy. It had always done me this way, even the first time I met you.
"But I want to go now." He silenced me with his sweet lips, pressed to mine for a kiss.
"Soon, darling, soon." He said this as he broke the kiss and looked down into my crystal blue eyes. "We better get going."
"Okay, go get in the car." He smiled at me as he started to walk out of the room. I sighed and smiled. I grabbed my keys and slid the pants up my body before going outside to my car, to take Ville to Bam's house.
