Ordinary
By: Shimegami
Warnings: Kinda angsty, shounen ai hints
Disclaimer: The random girl POV ish mine. No one else belongs to me,
sadly.
AN: ....damn you plot bunnies. At least this is only a one-shot. Everyone
always writes Mary Sues for Yu Yu Hakusho....well, what if she doesn't get
the one she wants? What if he doesn't even notice her at all?
Ordinary
I hum idly as I pick at the renmants of my lunch. I'm strangely happy for what just happened. Despite the severity of the event, I find that it doesn't really affect me at all.
Strange. One would think that being turned down by the person of your dreams would cause more reaction than this.
I admit it, I'm a hopeless member of the Minamino Shuuichi fan club. But I'm slightly different than the others. I actually had the guts to ask him out.
Never mind the fact that I crashed and burned rather spectacularily, I actually asked him to go on a date with me.
The others were all envious of me. They hide behind their giggling schoolgirl facades to hide the fact that they're too scared to go beyond spineless simpering.
I stare in my bento, remembering. His exact words were expected.
"I'm sorry, Suzuhara-san, but I do not hold such feelings for you. Perhaps you'd better direct your attentions elsewhere. I am sorry."
Said in the typical unfailingly polite and intelligent speech pattern of our star student.
Actually, I don't understand it really. He has a huge following, but has yet to be seen even looking at a girl with more than mild interest. But he's always seen going out with the same other three guys. Perhaps...?
It would be so ironic, if that were true. Minamino Shuuichi, star student and worship object of at least five hundred girls, might be gay.
Maybe the mass hordes of fangirls put him off. The way some of them act would drive me away too.
I'm pretty, an intelligent student, and a star sports player. In fact, I often head the fan group.
And yet, I still get turned down by the guy I want most...
So many girls are driven by their fantasies, that Minamino-kun would actually single them out from the mass horde of females that follow him around.
I wasn't expecting to actually succeed. I know, beyond any reason of doubt, that hell would most likely freeze over first, than Minamino-kun accept a date with me.
After all, I only live an ordinary life. I'm no fairy tale princess, despite the fact that fairy tale princes do exist.
They exist. I just got turned down by one.
But that's expected; I'm not too sad. Despite the tears that fall gently out of my eyes, I'm really quite happy.
It's nice to know that fantasies can come true, at least partially.
Still, I can't help but hope it had turned out differently. As I sit and sob quietly into my lunch, I am actually not all that bothered by being turned down, but by who I am.
It's hard watching the very model of a fairy tale, Prince Charming himself, every day.
Especially when you're only ordinary.
~Owari~
AN: Well...this is my response to all the people whose OC's are magically special, and everyone magically falls in love with them.
Ordinary
I hum idly as I pick at the renmants of my lunch. I'm strangely happy for what just happened. Despite the severity of the event, I find that it doesn't really affect me at all.
Strange. One would think that being turned down by the person of your dreams would cause more reaction than this.
I admit it, I'm a hopeless member of the Minamino Shuuichi fan club. But I'm slightly different than the others. I actually had the guts to ask him out.
Never mind the fact that I crashed and burned rather spectacularily, I actually asked him to go on a date with me.
The others were all envious of me. They hide behind their giggling schoolgirl facades to hide the fact that they're too scared to go beyond spineless simpering.
I stare in my bento, remembering. His exact words were expected.
"I'm sorry, Suzuhara-san, but I do not hold such feelings for you. Perhaps you'd better direct your attentions elsewhere. I am sorry."
Said in the typical unfailingly polite and intelligent speech pattern of our star student.
Actually, I don't understand it really. He has a huge following, but has yet to be seen even looking at a girl with more than mild interest. But he's always seen going out with the same other three guys. Perhaps...?
It would be so ironic, if that were true. Minamino Shuuichi, star student and worship object of at least five hundred girls, might be gay.
Maybe the mass hordes of fangirls put him off. The way some of them act would drive me away too.
I'm pretty, an intelligent student, and a star sports player. In fact, I often head the fan group.
And yet, I still get turned down by the guy I want most...
So many girls are driven by their fantasies, that Minamino-kun would actually single them out from the mass horde of females that follow him around.
I wasn't expecting to actually succeed. I know, beyond any reason of doubt, that hell would most likely freeze over first, than Minamino-kun accept a date with me.
After all, I only live an ordinary life. I'm no fairy tale princess, despite the fact that fairy tale princes do exist.
They exist. I just got turned down by one.
But that's expected; I'm not too sad. Despite the tears that fall gently out of my eyes, I'm really quite happy.
It's nice to know that fantasies can come true, at least partially.
Still, I can't help but hope it had turned out differently. As I sit and sob quietly into my lunch, I am actually not all that bothered by being turned down, but by who I am.
It's hard watching the very model of a fairy tale, Prince Charming himself, every day.
Especially when you're only ordinary.
~Owari~
AN: Well...this is my response to all the people whose OC's are magically special, and everyone magically falls in love with them.
