Hi, Spirit Kitsune here.. This is my second fic, but it's my first Inuyasha one... it's yaoi so if you don't like DON'T READ! Some information in this fic is purely fictional, ether because I didn't like it or I didn't know it. .- sorry
Summary: Sesshomaru isn't feeling to hot, actually, he's feeling very hot. He has come to the age in which he must find a mate, and who does he choose? SessInu Yaoi R for mentioned rape and a limy scene. This is my first Inu fic so go easy on me - . - please enjoy .
: someone's thoughts :
"Person speaking"
( a/n )
Words (one setting/time)
Words ( new setting/a skip in time )
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Sesshomaru looked down at his bloody claws, and then around at the bodies of hundreds of lesser demons all around him. He then looked back down at his talons and thought : Why don't I feel better? What is wrong with me:
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Rin was playing in the grass near the camp that Sesshomaru-sama had made.
She sighed and turned to he caretaker. "Jaken-sama, when will Sesshomaru-sama be back? Where did he go? Why does he keep leaving Rin all the time? Jaken-sama tell Rin!"
The toad like creature that was Jaken looked at Rin with his big buggy eyes. " For the millionth time brat, I don't know, I don't know, and I don't KNOW!"
Rin looked at the toad. "You sure get angry a lot Jaken-sama"
"I DO NOOOOT!"
"Yes you do. Oh ! SESSHOMARU-SAMA!" Rin ran toward her adoptive father but then stopped abruptly. " S-Sesshomaru-sama?"
Rin saw the blood dripping off her father's claws and her smile was replaced with worry.
" Sesshomaru-sama are you hurt! Let Rin see!" She ran up to him and inspected his claws, then looked up at him. " S-Sesshomaru-sama are you ok?" She saw an odd look in his eyes that she had never seen before.
Jaken ran over to see what all the fuss was. " Uhhhh, Lord Sesshomaru, is every this alright?"
For the first time the demon lord spoke. "Yes. Now Jaken who you please take Rin so I may have a moment to myself"
" Yes Lord Sesshomaru, come on brat."
" BUT RIN DOES NOT WANT TO GO! "
"Go Rin. Now" Rin looked up at Sesshomaru sadly, and then she walked away back to were she was playing before. Before Jaken went to follow her he looked back at Sesshomaru, and he wondered, was Sesshomaru's face really all red? Then he ran to Rin to make sure she didn't bother his Lord.
As Sesshomaru sat thinking while looking at the calm lake next to their camp, Jaken sat watching his lord.
Sesshomaru was looking over the lake with his face in his hand, his face was all red and his eyes had a strange glazed look in them. : Lord Sesshomaru seems to be acting strangely. It seems strange, but I think I've seen that look before. Yes, I have. It was on Lord Sesshomaru's Lord Father, when… Jaken got a surprised look in his eyes. : My goodness how old is Lord Sesshomaru! He must be at least 150 years old! My how time flies…my goodness:
Jaken looked toward Sesshomaru, just as he stood up and walked past both Rin and Jaken.
"L-Lord Sesshomaru, were are you going?" asked Jaken. Sesshomaru stopped for a moment, then continued walking. When Sesshomaru had left, Jaken smirked.
"What's wrong Lord Jaken?"
"Nothing brat I just know were Lord Sesshomaru is going"
"REALLY! LET RIN KNOW!"
"No"
"WHY!"
" Because your too young"
"NO I'M NOOOOOOOT"
" NO YOUR TOO YOUNG!"
"NO RIN IS NOT!"
"Fine you wanna know"
"Yes" Jaken walked over to Rin and whispered something in her ear.
"…I'M GONNA HAVE A MOMMY! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!"
"Inuyasha? Inuyasha?…INUYASHA!" Inuyasha fell out of lala land as Kagome yelled into his sensitive ears.
" WHAT. IS. IT." he yelled back.
" Nothing, I just wanted to see if you were awake, were all going to bed now." replied Kagome.
Inuyasha stared at her. " Let me get this strait, you woke me up, to tell me to go to bed?"
"Yes"
" BAKA!" Then Inuyasha smelled something in the air. It smelt familiar, but he didn't tell anyone.
"Ok fine. You guys go to bed, I'm gonna take a walk, I can't sleep"
Kagome looked worried. "Ok Inuyasha, be back soon"
"Keh, whatever." And with that, he got up and left the cabin in Kaede's village.
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Inuyasha made his way silently through the forest bearing his namesake. He smelled the smell again which relived him, he had lost for awhile. He walked a little farther into the forest, then the smell, which before was weak and barely there, hit him in the face like an arrow. He looked around and realized were he was, the god-tree in the middle of the forest that he was sealed in a year and a half ago. Then Inuyasha's eyes widened. He just realized he knew the smell he had been following.
" SESSHOMARU, COME OUT!" As Inuyasha backed up against the tree, Sesshomaru jumped down from a high, branch invisible in the night's darkness and landed not five feet away, cornering Inuyasha to the tree. Inuyasha pulled out the Tetsusaiga, which was still too heavy for him to handle.
Sesshomaru smiled coldly. " Hello, little brother"
"...What are you plotting?" Sesshomaru just smiled again, then,pulled out his blade, rushed forward, and hit Inuyasha's hand with the dull side of his katana all in two seconds, which, with the help ofInu-yasha beingunaccustomed to his fang'sweight, knocked Tetsusaiga about 50 feet away. Inuyasha didn't even have time to look at his fallen blade before he was pinned to the tree by Sesshomaru's claws, his face hovering centimeters above Inuyasha's.
Inuyasha's eyes went wide.
" S-S-S-Sesshomaru, what are you…" he was cut off as Sesshomaru's lips met his. Inuyasha's eyes went wider. He tried to push Sesshomaru away, but his brother just pushed back with greater force. Then Sesshomaru tongue, slipped into Inuyasha's mouth and proceeded to explore the new territory. Inuyasha continued to struggle, but every time he did met in failure. After a minute, Inuyasha's strong lungs craved air and he started to feel dizzy.
Then Sesshomaru lips left Inuyasha's and Inuyasha looked at his older brother. Then Sesshomaru gave his brother a cruel smile, "Don't resist," and he held up his claws to show the punishment if he did.
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Sesshomaru was just finished getting re-dressed and he looked over to his brother. Inuyasha was on the ground, his head and part of his back were resting on the god-tree and he was slowly falling unconscious.
Sesshomaru walked toward him and knelt down. He opened his mouth and roughly bit down on the left side of Inuyasha's neck. Inuyasha winced as the fangs drove into his skin and made a sawing motion, one that was sure to leave a scar.
Sesshomaru stood up and walked away into the forest, saying " Now no matter were you are, when I want you, you will come to me, even if your entire body wills it not."
As Inuyasha fell unconscious, his mind was racing, telling himself he had NOT been marked.
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Inuyasha woke up, sunlight blinding him as he did.
: How long was I out: He looked up, squinting into the sunlight. : I fell unconscious at about, 12 o'clock and now it's about… Shit! I was asleep for 12 hours: He struggled to get up. He put on his pants, put left his shirt off, it was all shredded from…last night. Inuyasha had just remembered what had happened. : Shit :
He found Tetsusaiga with great difficulty, it was hidden in a bush and out of sight. He sheathed it and, when he found it too difficult to walk, he used it as a support to walk. Then he started the slow and painful walk back to the village.
Kagome, Shippo, Miroku, Sango, and Kirara were all looking around the village for Inuyasha.
" Were could he be?" Kagome asked herself.
Shippo looked at her. " For the last time Kagome, none of us know."
" I know, and I'm sorry it's just, he's been gone all night and now it's 12:30 and he's still not back. Casual walks don't take 13 hours!"
"THERE HE IS!" shouted Sango, pointing to the entrance to the forest.
Kagome looked in the direction and smiled, but then her expression turned to worry.
" Oh my lord, HE'S HURT!" she screamed and ran toward him. Inuyasha looked up at the voice and smiled.
He promptly fainted.
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" Unng…" Inuyasha was starting to wake up.
Shippo was looking at Inuyasha and was quickly pushed away as Kagome started fussing over Inuyasha.
" WHAT'S WRONG? WHERE WERE YOU? WHAT HAPPENED? HOW…" she stopped when she saw Inuyasha covering his ears tightly. " Oops. Hehe sorry Inuyasha."
"S'ok Kagome." Inuyasha looked down at the futon he was sitting on.
Kagome looked at him strangely. : That's funny. Inuyasha looks fine, but his eyes, they look…what, sad? Or is that pain:
" Uh Inuyasha, your really hurt. Do you want to go to the river to wash up?" Inuyasha looked up.
" Uh, yeah I'll go"
"Inuyasha do you want help?"
"NO" he said awfully fast. His companions looked taken aback. " A-Alright I-Inuyasha" Inuyasha stood up quite wobbly, and took a step towards the door. He fell.
" OH! INUYASHA" Kagome ran to catch him, but he fell before she could. He landed with a thump on his back. Miroku helped him up and took him back to the futon.
"Inuyasha, before you go, please tell us what happened."
Inuyasha looked at them for a moment. " Well at about nine o'clock I left and I, uh, I was out walking in the forest, when I was attacked by a really strong demon. We, uh, fought for quite a while. I finally beat him, but then I got so tired, I fell asleep under the god-tree. I woke up at about noon and I came back here." : There, not a TOTAL lie :
" Ok Inuyasha," said Kagome with her usual sweet smile, "we believe you. Just please, be more careful next time, ok. Now why don't you take a bath now."
" Yeah, although I really hope there is no next time, " said Inuyasha, as he was about to walk out the door.
"Wait, Inuyasha. Miroku, go with him, ok."
"Ok Kagome-chan. Let's go Inuyasha." Miroku walked over to Inuyasha and they both left the room, Inuyasha staggering a bit.
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Miroku and Inuyasha were sitting by the riverbank. Miroku was holding a small bowl filled with clean water from the river and a clean rag from Kaede. Inuyasha was sitting with his back resting on a mid size boulder. As Miroku was washing over Inuyasha's wounds, he noticed something. : Wait a minute. These scratches, they are not from a sword. Their not even from claws, at least, not claws meant to kill. Then what… wait... Oh My god:
Before Inuyasha had time to even think, Miroku pulled off Inuyasha's pants, and he was horrified at what he saw.
The in between of Inuyasha's legs were bloody and bruised.
Miroku looked up at Inuyasha, who's face looked to be in a mixture of pain, shame, and sadness. " Look at me Inuyasha." Inuyasha slowly looked up at Miroku. "Inuyasha, these are no battle scares, you were…"
Inuyasha shook his head 'yes' and pulled his knees to his chest and rested his forehead them. He shook his head 'yes' again before his body started to shake, and he started to cry silently.
Miroku just looked at his poor friend, and then noticed something. On Inuyasha's neck was an ugly bruise, one that Miroku knew. It was a mark demons made when they felt their mate was unwilling, so they would mark them to show all that their mate was already owned. But it also served another purpose. It was also given because the mark held a trace of the one who made it, and when they knew their mate would try to escape, it would call them back to the one who made the mark, willingly or not, whenever the marker decided. Sometimes in demon mating, love and trustwere not factors.
As Miroku watched his poor friend suffer, he felt incredibly hopeless. He felt he could do nothing but watch as his friend was torn apart emotionally. Miroku looked at Inuyasha and did the only thing he could do. He went over to Inuyasha and put his arm around his shoulder and patted his back, just letting him cry it all out.
He saw Inuyasha getting drowsy, and before the hanyou he fell asleep, he said to Miroku, "D-Don't tell Kagome."
Miroku came into the main room in Kaede's cabin, where Kagome, Shippo, Sango, and Kirara were all sitting.
" Well he's finally asleep" announced Miroku as he entered the small room.
" Finally, it took him long enough" said an exasperated Sango.
" Don't blame him, he, uh, was really not feeling well." said Miroku, defending his friend.
"Yeah Ok but uh, how were his injuries." asked Kagome worriedly.
Miroku looked at Kagome then stared into space. : 'Don't tell Kagome' that's what Inuyasha had mademe promise to :
" Well he uh, wasn't too bad, a few bad scrapes and a little blood but, uh, nothing too bad " : ok a total lie :
" O-Ok Miroku, but when we found him he was in really bad shape, what happened, how did he get better?"
Miroku looked towards the room where Inuyasha was sleeping next door, then looked back at Kagome. " sigh Ok. I'm going against a promise I made to Inuyasha, but I'm gonna tell only because it sort of, no, it really concerns his life. Ok how do I explain this, um lets just say that Inuyasha just had a run in with the most difficult battle of his life."
Kagome just stared at him. " What does that mean?"
Sango looked down. " It means, Kagome-chan, that our dear Inuyasha was…"
Kagome looked worried. " Was what?"
Miroku looked towards the room were Inuyasha was again, then he lowered his voice to almost less than a whisper " It means that Inuyasha was raped"
Kagome just looked shocked, horrified, and terrified (which all kinda' mean the same thing)at the same time.
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In the next room, Inuyasha lay awake, his sensitive ears catching every word the others said. He pulled the blankets on the futon up over his head and released a new flow of tears, of both hurt and anger.
