Last Hope
Everyone thought we would last... everyone thought I would go first... they thought I was the best and you never got a chance. We thought love wouldbring us closer and we could make it through everything. Please don't leave me now! You're too young...
These were the last thoughts I made holding my brother's hand before he died.I knew life would go on but it hurts and I still remember how it happened. I will never forget it. It was my fault.
It was a usual day but something terrible happened. We fought over my decision about leaving WWE. We were both fuming and you left in the car nonetheless. I was through fuming and ready to calmly talk to you. I needed your support now the most. Sure Amy is great but she's not you. I waited a long, a very long four hours.
'Surely he can't be that mad.' I thought. Then I went to look for you. There you were, car tipped over grasping for air. I stopped and helped you out. That was one of the rare times I was tears in your eyes. I grabbed my cell and called for help. I held your head in my lap. I never felt so helpless.
Then you said with the last of your breath. " I love you, Jeff. Make me proud." Then you stopped breathing. I tried CPR, it did no good. The help arrived and I held your hand. I was crying and praying but you didn't make it...
Jeff looks to the sky and sees Matt smiling down on him. He knew he made him proud.
Everyone thought we would last... everyone thought I would go first... they thought I was the best and you never got a chance. We thought love wouldbring us closer and we could make it through everything. Please don't leave me now! You're too young...
These were the last thoughts I made holding my brother's hand before he died.I knew life would go on but it hurts and I still remember how it happened. I will never forget it. It was my fault.
It was a usual day but something terrible happened. We fought over my decision about leaving WWE. We were both fuming and you left in the car nonetheless. I was through fuming and ready to calmly talk to you. I needed your support now the most. Sure Amy is great but she's not you. I waited a long, a very long four hours.
'Surely he can't be that mad.' I thought. Then I went to look for you. There you were, car tipped over grasping for air. I stopped and helped you out. That was one of the rare times I was tears in your eyes. I grabbed my cell and called for help. I held your head in my lap. I never felt so helpless.
Then you said with the last of your breath. " I love you, Jeff. Make me proud." Then you stopped breathing. I tried CPR, it did no good. The help arrived and I held your hand. I was crying and praying but you didn't make it...
Jeff looks to the sky and sees Matt smiling down on him. He knew he made him proud.
