She's beautiful. With her chocolate brown hair lying perfectly over her shoulders and flowing so naturally. Her dark brown eyes shining when she talks about something she's passionate about and the way that she goofs around like she has no care in the world, and maybe she doesn't. The way she blushes when she see's her crush or her clumsiness when she's to caught up in her own world. She's beautiful.

She's my best friend. She calls me at night to say goodnight or in the middle of the night she will suddenly call because she had a nightmare. She will wrap her long slender arms around my waist and surprise me with an backhug every now and then. She will kiss my cheek when I do something impressive or makes her proud. She will cling on me like we are one person. She will tell me that she loves me, but it doesn't mean anything.

She's amazing. She helps out kids and elders, she puts everybody else's needs over hers. She will listen forever on my stories and still want to hear more. She will comfort me when my dad got drunk again and beat me and my mom, again. She will stay up all night letting me cry on her shoulder.

She's not mine. She will do all of these things, but she will never love me like I love her. She will do these things and yet I will not tell her how crazy she makes me. She will do all of these things yet she never realize that she's my everything.

From: My 4ever Riley!
To: Lukiee!

You coming to the party Lukie? :)

My heart stops beating when she talks, she takes my breath away, yet she never seems to realise just how breathtaking she actually is. I collect myself and smile down at my phone.

From: Lukiee!
To: My 4ever Riley!

Of course!


I dress up nicely thinking that this is my chance, this is the night when I'm gonna tell her that I love her. And not just like a friend. I search for her everywhere and when I finally find her my heart shatters. She's sitting on a bench but she's not alone. She's talking, laughing and touching another guy. And that's when I realise-

She's not mine


A little angst sorry it's just that I had this idea of making an Rucas angst since not everything is always sunshine and glory. Comment what you thought and feel free to request a story! (It doesn't have to be Girl meets world, if you don't want to)

Love you!