Rejection
I feel the
solid resistance-
yes, it's there.
Grinding-
Like a cement mixer, until my innards
my feelings, emotions
are dissolved.
Now I am nobody.
Yes, my body's here
but my feelings are not.
Just a walking shell
For I can feel nothing now
no hurt
but again, no joy.
No love, never again shall I love.
Because to love once and to die tomorrow-
it is better not to have loved at all.
Zombie-like
My existence goes on
but where is my life?
My soul?
If anyone finds it, please return it to me.
I wish to be alive again.
~A.
I feel the
solid resistance-
yes, it's there.
Grinding-
Like a cement mixer, until my innards
my feelings, emotions
are dissolved.
Now I am nobody.
Yes, my body's here
but my feelings are not.
Just a walking shell
For I can feel nothing now
no hurt
but again, no joy.
No love, never again shall I love.
Because to love once and to die tomorrow-
it is better not to have loved at all.
Zombie-like
My existence goes on
but where is my life?
My soul?
If anyone finds it, please return it to me.
I wish to be alive again.
~A.
