I own nothing!
I asked her what day, what day is it today? But she answers she doesn't know. She doesn't know what day it is today.
So I asked her what month it is right now. And again she answers me that she does not know.
Wendy's room is like another world. Nothing is forbidden or bad. And it is like time and space does not exist. Or does not matter anyway. I really wonder what made her like this. But I would leave everything in this world to be in hers. If she would ask me to.
Instead, I asked if she knew what season it was. It should be easy, for her window is always wide open. Even when it is this cold outside.
She smiles widely and sings "It is summer! It is summer we are having!"
In her eyes I get lost in another world. Because I see that she is in another place also. Even if she is happy here with her life and with me in this world, she knows secrets of an better one in her imagination. And she is always such a cheerful and smiling person, why force her to grow up and stop fantasizing? If only she would let me in. In to her world. I would agree in an instant.
But this time I can't help myself. Summer? It is freezing cold and snow is covering the streets. How can she possibly believe that it is summer? So I drag her to the window and I point at the snow. She smiles and leans to my arm while saying "Summer sure is having a hard time this year, honey."
She never stops surprising me. I look into her beautiful eyes, the world in there is so big and important to her. I can't even imagine. I would throw away my real life, my work, my money, friends and knowledge just to join her in it.
If only she would ask me.
