"it's so easy to fall back into you."
A dash of this, a sprinkle of that.
A few shades of orange and yellow make a beautiful sunset.
Drawing is what makes her the happiest. It always has been.
It's a beautiful concept, she thinks.
It's amazing that you can take something that was so plain and turn it into something beautiful in just a few minutes.
(something you'll never be able to do for yourself.)
She considers herself to be a kind of magician.
With a wave of her magic wand, she can create whatever she wants.
She decides what stays and what goes.
When she draws, she's in control.
If it wasn't for drawing, she would've never known what that was like.
There were many occasions where she'd draw different things.
If she was happy, she'd usually draw a picture of a beach, or that clock tower that she could see from the window of her new home.
If she was sad, she'd draw a picture of that castle where the Beast lived because she'd always felt a bit of sadness from the memories that came with the drawing.
And when she was in her strangest of moods, she'd draw people. People that she'd never seen before. People that wielded keys as weapons, people around her age that had traveled all over the universe. Once, she drew a dog that carried around a shield and a duck with a wand.
When she drew these people, she felt… weird. Like she was detached from her own body.
When she drew these people, she was no longer in control.
She absolutely hated that feeling. It ruined drawing for her.
So she stopped.
And since then, she has never picked up another crayon again.
No matter how much she wanted to, she resisted.
Because she knew, once she started, she wouldn't be in control.
HEY THIS IS IN BOLD SO IT MUST BE IMPORTANT. MAYBE YOU SHOULD READ IT.
...now that i have your attention...
oh look. another namine story. what a surprise.
...yeah. so in an attempt to stop writing so many namine stories, i'm taking requests.
if you have one, leave it in a review, or PM me.
and it looks like hell has frozen over because i'm actually writing a planned story.
so look out for that. =D
