Louder, louder

The voices in my head

Whispers taunting

All the things you said

We were young and in love in a time of danger. Fred Weasley was my hero. Is. Not one minute goes by I don't wish things were different. That he was still by my side. We ignord the whispers of death and despair. We were in our own world, our own bit of heaven.

Faster the days go by and I'm still

Stuck in this moment of wanting you here

I am older now, wiser but broken. The way he left me. If I think back, I am still there. Lost and lonely that night, the night of freedom, of celebration, of mourning.

Time

In the blink of an eye

You held my hand, you held me tight

He held me and swore he'd never let go. But we both knew one of us would have to. We grew up carelessly. We didn't know the harshness of war. But it became part of our being.

Now you're gone

And I'm still crying

Shocked, broken

I'm dying inside

Where are you?

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

He left, sometimes I wish it were me, or, and I feel ashamed of it now, George.

But me and George were both in the same boat. But he couldn't move on . I had to. Fred had cast a spell on me.

Speak to me

Be near me

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

I suppose I am old now, I'll join him any minute, with Lee, Katie Oliver, George and in time Alicia. She and I were that last ones. Lee died 2 years ago of dragon pox, George died at 30 of... well.. most say he simply quit living. Kstie died the night of the battle and Oliver in a quidditch accident.

Shadows linger

Only to my eye

I see you, I feel you

Don't leave my side

Fred is still with me. People think I'm insane. I probably am. But he's here.

It's not fair

Just when I found my world

They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

Death, such a cold fate that no one deserve at twenty. But fate is a cruel being.

I miss you, you hurt me

You left with a smile

Mistaken, your sadness

Was hiding inside

They tell me he was laughing. Of course he was. He was always laughing. Fred Weasley was never put down even when faced with death.

Now all that's left

Are the pieces to find

The mystery you kept

The soul behind a guise

I wonder what it may have been like if he had survived. We'd be married I suppose, and he always liked kids... but some higher power decided to take him away.

Where are you

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Fred Weasley. The man I loved. The man I love.

Why did you go?

All these questions run through my mind

I wish I couldn't feel at all

Let me be numb

I'm starting to fall

I can feel myself slipping away, I hear voices laughing and

calling my name. I reach out but touch nothing.

Where are you?

I need you

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me

I see Fred now, young and radient. He feels my cheek, my years fall away, I look like my twenty year old self again. I step out of my body and join them.

I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?

Where are you?

You were smiling

He was laughing and now I am too.