Sort of a sequel. Germany's POV during Going For It. The same as the first one, except like I said, in Germany's perspective. This one was easier to write, but don't know if it's better or not. Hope you all like it. :)
Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia, but I really, really wish I did. That would be wunderbar! XD
Lying Awake
Hear him coming in
But pretend to be asleep
Always do
Feel the mattress sink
As he climbs in
Make my breathing deeper
Pretend to be in a slumber
I must fool him
Hear a sigh of relief
Always seems sehr calm
Never gets angry like Ich
His body scoots closer
At first feel uncomfortable
Not used to this yet,
But don't know how
This happens every night
Makes me have a purpose
Know he respects Ich
It's not his fault
He's always so spacey
Feel faint breaths on my neck
Send shivers over mein body
Try not to gasp
Feel a rush of feelings
Sweeping over Ich
His warmth soothes mein cold heart
It's somehow peaceful
Knowing he's so close
His eyes I can feel
So brown, so warm
Filled with peace and happiness
They seem so familiar
Like I've seen them in a dream
Or long, long ago
Don't know for sure
Mein past is so hazy
Don't know how to ask him
If he feels the same thing
Long for contact
Even just a brief touch
But can't scare him away
Italy's so easily frightened
Couldn't bear to lose him
Can't find something to say
I've pushed him away before
But only because from freight
Will never admit it to anyone
Suppose to be strong, brave
But don't know how
To even show mein feelings
All of a sudden
Mein wish comes true
Feel his hand on mein shoulder
Don't know what to do
Still scared and startled
First reaction to push away
Can't believe I almost did
Think, what a dummkopf
Such a loving gesture
Almost want to cry
But always want to be strong
Don't deserve this kindness
Rub his hand slowly
Keep it on my skin
Don't want it to end
Before anything can begin
So surprising is he
Sometimes more courageous than me
Gaze at the smiling figure
It almost cracks my heart
Almost wish he'd look at me
But I'm not quite sure
Maybe he's not ready
Don't want to scare him
Everyone knows I'm good at it
He's the only one
That knows the real me
Not as cruel as I seem
Just want everything perfect
Don't want to be weak
Maybe it's just me that's scared
As I look at him
Can't help but wonder
If he feels the same
Maybe he's asleep
Und it was an accident
But if it were on purpose
Wish I'd see his caramel eyes
Make my strong demeanor crack
There's something I have to say
Go for it and hope
There won't be a price to pay
"Ich liebe dich, Italy"
Don't know if he heard me
But that's okay
One day I'll say it to his face
Feels gut to let go
No more lying awake
Can fall asleep in peace.
Well? Like the other one, do I dare ask? I hope some of you liked it at least. I'd love some good reviews. Hopefully. :D Bitte. :)
