black Abyss
Hey everyone i've been in a depressed phase lately so this is some thing that popped into my mind and how i feel so i figured it's better to get it out then keep it in. I hope you like it if not oh well.
Disclaimer: i still do not own harry potter or any other noticeable characters or scenes.
chapter one
It's my seventh year at Hogwarts but it i'm not enjoying it. It seems like I can't do anything right lately, my two best friends have abandoned me saying i'm not good enough to be part of their group they were only my friends because I was smart and they needed help to pass their classes. That really hurt but some how I kinda expected it to happen, I mean who would want to hang out with a bushy hair buck toothed insufferable know it all? I ran away holding back my tears trying to find some place I could be all alone. I didn't know where my feet where carrying me til I came to a stop in front of the entry way to the chamber of secrets. The day Harry showed me I was excited and yet scared but thinking that I was part of the golden trio I followed. I made some hissing noises and waited for the sink to move, fifteen minutes later I slid down the slide and made my way past the old skin of the snake that once haunted these halls to the statue of Salazar Slitherin. Once I made it to the statue I sat at it's base and started to cry, all the memories of my childhood bombarded my mind forcing me to relive each memory.
"You stupid patetic teachers pet!" *Punch*
"Please stop please what did I do to you?"
"shut up know it all..." *slap* "girls it's time we show this pet who is boss don't you think?"
"yes misty it is." "good get her!"
I sat there the rest of the day crying from the pain and the things they said. I was to afraid to tell the teacher what happened.
"Hermione you little slut get down her now!"
uh oh he's using that tone shit I need to hurry I quickly ran from my room to the living room. "yes father?"
I'm going out you are to stay home and clean this mess up. No but you whore if not it will be a beating for you. Do you understand?"
"Yes sir" when he turned around and walked out the door i let the breath I been holding in out as I wearily looked around the spotless house. Grumbling about his nonsense about cleaning the house when it's already cleaned. I sighed and cleaned the house again.
Around two in the morning my father stumbled in the door he was drunk and pissed my door busted opened and he stumbled in yelling. My blanket was ripped off me and he was hitting me, I didn't struggle I knew there was no point to struggling it would just make it worse. I laid there crying and praying that it would end soon Fifteen minutes later with one last punch he left the room.
*Bam* Mione baby daddies home,sweet heart daddy wants to play. I can still feel his hands running up and down my body, the smell of alcohol on his breath every time he spoke, the feel of his lips on my neck. Mione baby *kiss* Imma make you feel so good.
No please stop! Get off!
i started crying harder and freaking out. I Wanted the pain to end so I dumped out my bag and looked through the mess for my prized posetion. When I finally found my blade I flipped it open and dragged it across my wrist. enjoying the feeling of the sharp blade opening my skin and letting the blood escape my body. The room started spinning black spots clouded my vision the last thing I saw before I pasted out was a head of blond hair.
