Konnichi'wa! I'm baaaaack! well anyway I'm finally putting one of my too many dumb stories on the net.(on moms prompting) well anyway. here goes nothing. please feed back need reviews to live.hell you can even flame me if you like.anything to improve my writing!

Disclaimer don't own ccs.the wonderfully talented ladies at clamp do.*sniffs* if i did i certianly wouldn't be sitting here writing this.id probably be rolling in the dough.*laughs maniacally*this is the stuff that you tend to write,when on a sugar high.this is y/s fluff sap waff mush.you get my drift.and if you dont you must be very pathetic.and you have my symapthy.oh yeah angst moments in the beggining.pov changes between yue and Sakura.

on with the show.

P.S. The first chapter is narrator.the other chapters are all pov.^_^

Chapter one: He loves me not......



Sakura Kinomoto sat on a parkbench crying."Why did he reject me.I can't be that bad....can I....?" She whispered to herself taking a long glance at the full moon.She started singing a song by Jo Dee Messina.it was a song called "on a wing and a prayer"



"she sits in the dark quietly cursing

him and this love while shes rehearsing

every line that she's going to say

when she walks away

on a wing and a prayer

looking back at her in the mirror is a stranger

years that have passed how they seem to change her

a woman once able to stand on her own

searches for strength to move on

on a wing and a prayer.

on a wing and a prayer

shes leaving tonight

holding her heart in her hand

somewhere out there

shell find a love that will understand

why she left there

on a wing and a prayer

she held on to mabye

as long as she could

knowing he wouldn't believing he would

give her a single reason to stay

to keep her from breaking away

on a wing and a prayer

on a wing and a prayer

she's leaving tonight

holding her heart in her hand

somewhere out there

she knows that she'll find a love that will understand

why she left there

on a wing and a prayer

somewhere out there she knows that she'll find

a love that will understand

why she left there on a wing and a prayer.

oh why she left there on a wing and a prayer.

She finished singing the song,an empty feeling was settling in her heart. Suddenly she felt a narrow hand on her shoulder.She turned around only to see a familiar face,"Yue-sama, what brings you out here?" she asked her guardian."I felt you in distress.And I heard you singing that song.I know that it's your favorite." She gave him a saddened look.One that was of loneliness."Mistress, what happened?" he asked giving her a concerned look."I admitted my feelings towards Sayoran to him.And h..he...he rejected me.

Anger flashed in Yue's cold amythest colored eyes.'I am going to wring that little baka's neck the next time i see him.'he thought.He hated to see Sakura saddened like this.She had a kind heart and was nice to every one.Including himself. She had been his first friend. And now he was starting to realize that the love he had for the eighteen year old girl, was beyond friendship or brotherly. It was love.But he was scared as hell to admit it to Sakura, because she loved Sayoran. He sat down next to the sobbing teenager,wrapped his arms around her and held her close. She sobbed onto his shirt sleeve for at least another hour.

"Yue-sama.why does he hate me?" She asked him still crying."Mis....Sakura-sama.I do not know. Mabye it has something to do with the fact that he and Meiling are engaged." he said quietly. The girl stopped crying and relaxed a little bit.And rested her head on his chest. This made him feel somewhat nervous. Yukito who was watching through Yue's eyes.and was feeling his emotions chuckled.

' You love her Yue. Why won't you tell her?' Yukito said to Yue from the depths of his conciousness." Because I am not worthy of her love." Yue said sadly

'Yue. You couldn't be more wrong in your entire life. Trust me. She likes you more than you think she does. And besides I'm perfectly ok with this. Even though touya is my love.Touya does not love me the same way that i love him. But Sakura has also grown on me. Just tell her....not at this time.When she's feeling a little better about Sayoran.And if you don't do it, i will. You deserve to be happy. Lonliness is a feeling that no one should ever feel. And you need her more than anything.She's the only one for you. Trust me.

Yue was dumb founded. Not only was Yukito right. He hit the nail on it's head.

Fine I'll tell her...later. he said snapping out of the trance that he seemed to be in.He noticed that Sakura had fallen asleep. He picked her up and held her close to him as he made his wings reappear and took off towards her house. He knocked on the door and a sleepy looking fujitaka answered the door." konnichi'wa Yue-san." fujitaka said openeing the door for the guardian."whats wrong with Sakura?" he asked. " She's ok.Sayoran turned her down and she spent the past coulple of hours talking to me.she fell asleep and I brought her home. I'll take her upstairs so she can go to sleep." Yue said heading for the stairs. He changed her into a pair of pyjamas and tucked her in. As he left her he kissed her forehead and said."Ashiteru,Sakura-chan" he brushed a hand against her face and left the room. "I've got a hunch that whatever happened.Somehow it was that chinese baka's fault." Touya said as Yue shut Sakura's bedroom door.



"Hai. Sayoran refused her proposal." That simple sentence was enough to majorly piss Touya off."I swear that he's going to pay for doing that to Sakura!" Touya said angrily " That was my same reaction.But it's to no avail.He's leaving Tokyo in the morning for Hong Kong." Yue sighed. " Mabye this was for the best. They just weren't destined to be together." He said. "I need to go home and get some sleep. I will probably speak to you tommorow. Sayonara Touya-san." Yue said walking downstairs and opening the door to leave. He whispered as he left " Sayonara, Sakura-chan,ashiteru."



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