OK! I finally found the right song for a Saifuu fanfic~ I've wanted to do one, but never had the inspiration. Now I do!!! Ok, this is my first Saifuu…
Disclaimer- I don't own Crash and Burn by Savage Garden, nor do I own the rights of Final Fantasy 8, because I didn't make it, Squaresoft does…If I did, Seifer and Fujin would be together. I don't make this to get money.
Italics-Song words, ~…~ -Thoughts
OK! Here's the songfic…
Crash And Burn
A Saifuu by: Angel-Samantha
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on
you
Give me a moment please to tame your
wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are
closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can
be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you
feel like you can't
take anymore
Fujin, alone, was walking down the street listening as people called her freak, traitor, or any other name, except her own. She missed being in the posse, but it had broke apart after a couple of years after the Sorceress incident. ~Has it been two years since I've seen Seifer? It seems like longer~ Fujin thought, not knowing someone was watching her from the shadows. Fujin walked by a wooden bench and sat down to think. ~He never liked me for more than a sidekick in the posse. Why should he? Why would he? ~ Fujin thought as walls of depression closed in around her, putting reminders, sad thoughts into her head, which was giving into the darkness without an exit. ~Why do I put up with it? Why? WHY! ~ she demanded of herself.
Let
me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into
the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
The shadow walked out and rested his hand on her shoulder, to comfort her, feeling her pain. Fujin looked up and seen a pair of aqua-green eyes staring at her.
"SEIFER?" Fujin asked, uncertain of what she was seeing.
"Yes, it's me. Now, what's wrong, Fuu?" Seifer said simply as he sat down. Aqua-green met scarlet.
"EXPLAIN, DIFFICULT!" Fujin said, looking down.
"Look, I will always be there if you need me, cause I am the best! If you need to crash, crash and burn, you're not alone," he told her before he started to walk off, "I live here in Balamb, seek me out if you decide to tell me." Fujin looked at him walk off wondering if it was really possible to tell him what she felt.
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Seifer walked into his apartment wondering what Fujin is doing back in Balamb. She was his most loyal friend, other then Raijin and as they say a loyal friend is hard to find, even if all three of you are outcasts. ~Even if Fujin still was able to be my loyal friend, she would never love me like I love her~ Seifer thought. ~That's right! No one likes the anti-social outcast, who betrayed Garden~ the voice of reason told Seifer. ~I can't be forgiven for my actions, not even by one who committed them with me, so there is no turning back on this road I am on. My dreams and hopes to be a hero were shattered into tiny pieces. I can't even go outside without hiding my face. Pathetic…~ Seifer thought to himself.
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into
the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Because there has always been heartache
and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
The doorbell rang, pulling Seifer from his thoughts. He went and opened the door. Aqua-green met scarlet.
"Fujin? You found me that fast?" Seifer exclaimed to her as she walked in the door.
"NEGATIVE, FOLLOWED!" Fujin answered, "CRASH?"
"Huh? Oh, you'll tell me?" Seifer asked as he sat back down next to Fujin.
"AFFIRMITIVE!" Fujin said, and then lost her tough tone as she continued, "I can't really explain it well, but the reason I was depressed earlier was, because I have lost some things I've never owned in the first place."
"What do you mean?" Seifer asked.
"I lost a place in society and my status, but I have never had either. It pained my heart, but the last thing I lost pained me the most…"
"And what was that?"
"…You…"she mumbled.
"You never lost me, Fujin. Part of me was always with you…"
"UNDERSTAND, NEGATIVE!"
"In your hands, you held my heart since we meet…" Seifer said shocking Fujin. She looked at Seifer to see if he was joking or not, and then she understood.
"I love you, too, Seifer…" Fujin said as the two kissed and neither had noticed that the radio was on, but if they had they would have agreed it was the best song for them.
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into
the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
