OK, first story ever!... oh my gosh... oh my gosh!ohmygoshohmygosh! Breathe dangit! Breathe! Hee-hoo, hee-hoo, hee-hoo! It's a girl!!!xD... (don't ask... I really don't know...)

disclaimer: oh my gosh! first disclaimer ever! OK, breathe! breathe! Hee-hoo! Hee-hoo! Hee-hoo! It's... not mine?... Unfortunatly Tite kubo is the real father of the bleach baby not me (not counting the fact that I'm a girl so I couldnt be the father even if I wanted... unless I had surgery... meaning never...)


They asked her why she never wrote her full name anymore.

She stopped working on the assignment, put her pencil down, and pondered the question.
"The K. is enough!" she simply answered with a brilliant smile.
They were too stunned by the dazzling smile that they didn't ask any more, leaving the girl, already beginning to dance with her private thoughts, be.

'Yeah... That K. is enough...' she thought retracing the tiny letter with her pencil unable to hide the small smile playing on her lips.
Just enough to let her little twisted mind wonder to the forbidden land of sweet enticings.

She wasn't so stupid as to admit the real reason she prefered to intial her last name.

How could she admit to everyone that it actually hurt to write her full given name.
She could just imagine the faces of incredulity that would be plastered on her classmates' faces.
Even she thought it was a stupid reason.

It hurt... it really did... deep inside her chest where that life giving thing was supposed to be.
It throbbed...
Whenever she saw him with her.
Pounded...
Every time his lips formed that rare smile.
Stung...
Seeing that special smile directed at someone else.
Ached to the point that she felt she couldn't breathe
Because her heart had swollen from all the hits it had taken into an unrecognizable lump that rose up into her throat
When she was forced to adimt to herself the truth...
She had fallen in love with the stubborn idiot...

Not that any of that could possibly bring her down from her cloud.

'Kuchiki...' the simple thought of it put a lock on the doors to her fantasy land
She knew how foolish her dreams were. How impossible they were. That she was acting stupid, irrational, and unlike a Kuchiki should.

But hey... a girl can dream, can't she?
And even if she couldn't, she still probably would.

Rukia Kuchiki...
not anymore (at least in her mind)

Rukia K.
It would have to do (for now)

Rukia Kurosaki-
... She blushed ever so slightly and tried fruitlessly to continue working on the assignment in front of her.

She would never say it...
but to her it most definitely had the nicest ring to it.


Yeah so I'm not usually a rukia/ichigo fan (in fact I'm almost to the point of hating the pair- almost- right now I'm just kind of just tired of the pair) so I have no idea why I actually wrote that... Anyways I don't know why but I had just been thinking that if rukia ever married ichigo her initials would still be the same!... but now that i think about it I'm not even sure if they use initials in the japanese language (not that I really care either) oh well.

I'm too much of an amatuer/nube at this to be picky about the kinds of reviews I want so... please review! I'm desperate here- flames are welcomed!... yeah... so... review!