"Shes
finding me out, its bringing me down
Cuz' nothings is as hard as
the first time
Im fooling myself, she'll never be mine it's too
late now"
Chapter One
Becoming Friends
"Potter stop calling me!"
"Can you hear me Lily?"
"Yes and why are you yelling you don't have to."
"You don't?"
"NO!!"
"Oh."
"Well bye and don't call me again or I'll change my number."
"Your number… how do you do that?"
"Bye!" Lily hanged up the phone and there was a knock on the door. Lily went to go answer it.
"What are you doing here?" said Lily
"Well my mom is going out of town for a month and she asked your mother if we could stay here my brother is coming with my mother" Lily looked down and saw that he had his trunk and all of his stuff. She looked back at him and said.
"Yeah well your not welcome here!!" and slammed the door in his face.
"Lily dear who was that?" her mother asked.
"Potter he thinks he's staying here until school starts."
"He is."
"What why?" she wine
"Because I told his mother that I would watch her kids."
"Whatev!!" lily said angrily and ran up the stairs.
"Miss Evans where is my room?" Lily heard James say he was on the stairs. "Thanks for everything…" Lily put on her head phones on and closed her eyes. She could feel someone above her, and looked up. She took off your head phones and said.
"Can I help you?"
"Um do you know where my room is supposed to be?" James said in a surprised voice
"One more door on the left," she said putting her head phones back on her head. She listened to a few more songs and looked up again.
"Can I help you!?" she said in annoyance voice.
"Um no?"
"That's right now go!" She said standing up and opening the door. Lily's mother was standing by the door. She walked into lily's room and said
"Lily is everything ok?" she said sitting on lily's bed.
"Yeah mom why?" lily said walking toward her.
"Why was James in here?" she said raising an eye brow.
"I don't know go ask him."
"Ok I will." She said standing up and walking toward the door.
"Ok… you go do that." Lily said grabbing her iPod.
"Oh and one more thing Lily, grandmother is coming over for the week end. So you and Emma have to share a room for a week end."
"Ok mom… bye" Lily said putting her head phones back on, and she gradually feel a sleep.
Lily woke up to James shaking her, and she jumped up and shouted
"What do you want!!!?"
James took a step back and said "Time for dinner."
"So that gives you the right to shake me to death, maybe I want to starve!!!" she yelled
"I am sorry" he said walking out the door.
"Oh and James?"
"Yeah?" he said looking hopeful
"Tell my mom I will be there in five minutes"
"Okay"
Lily put her iPod away, washed her face and hands. Then walked down the stairs, and sat down. Her mother put the food on the table and James walked in and sat by Lily. Lily looked over at James, He was looking down, she then felt his hand on her knee. She jumped up and said
"What the heck James don't touch me!"
James picked up a spoon off the floor and said "Duh I dropped this"
"SURE!!" Lily grabbed her dish and said "I am eating in my room!"
"Okay honey have fun." Her mother said
"Okay mom." Lily started walking up the stairs. James grabbed her hand and pulled her into the bathroom, He took out his wand and did a spell. Then put her food on the sink.
"What do you what James; you are not going to do something to me, are you?"
James looked taken back, "Like what?"
"I don't know hurt me, ect… you know" she said in a bored voice moving her hands.
"That sounds awful."
"It SOUNDS like you"
"Lily I am sorry for every think that I did to you."
"It is too late now." Lily said trying to open the door
"I can never be myself how, can I when I'm stuck in heck? wanna tell you how I feel inside, but every time I go and try you do this to me"
"Hey I know that song" lily said looking up at James, he was nearly crying.
"Hey it's ok" Lily said trying not to laugh
"Lily I am trying to say I am sorry"
"And I heard you" lily said looking at his face again, "look I am sorry it is just hard to be serious with you."
"Why?"
"I don't know." Lily looked at his face again and said "look let's just have a compromise, if you don't try any think on me then I be your friend… wow it sounds like I am five again."
"Deal" James said taking his shaky hand out. Lily took it and looked at his face again, and he was crying
'I know I am going to regret this" lily thought. Lily pulled him closer and hugged him.
James could feel the pain shooting throughout him 'I'm fooling myself, she'll never be mine it's too late now' he thought
Lily let go and backed up then smiled at him "You're okay, it looks like we are becoming friends now"
"Yep" James said remembering the pain
