Silent Firefly
By, Child of the Fireflies
Disclaimer: I don't own any rights to Destiny's Child, "Dot", or Sailor Moon, etc.
~*Walking under the maple tree…*~
I sit… alone… quiet… in my room.
~*To myself I am pondering…*~
What is wrong with me?
~*Thinking about all these things…*~
I don't mean to hurt anyone. Why is Chibi-Usa reaching out to me? She shouldn't be near me.
~*That's been bothering me lately…*~
I hate the world. I don't understand what it's trying to do to me. What is my destiny?
~*Why is this pressure out on me?*~
I am Hotaru… but there is something more out for me.
~*Why this negativity?*~
I don't understand who is here… they are trying to destroy me. Why? Why me?
~*If something's wrong blame it on me…*~
I didn't mean to hurt that kid. I don't even remember what I did. Please don't hate me world…
~*Shut up! No one said to open your mouth!*~
Who are you? What do you want?
~*If you do not like me how about…*~
Leave me alone, whoever you are! I don't want anything to do with you! I just want to make friends and live a normal life! Please!
~*Shut up! 'Why waste your energy on me?*~'
I am not as special as you think. Don't kill me…
~*Shut up! Is it 'cause you wanna be me?*~
Stop trying to take over my body! I am my own person…
~*No more… lying…*~
Daddy… why did you save me and put me in this lifeless body?
~*No more… hating…*~
You've changed Daddy… ever since you met Kaori Night you are different. Do you still love me?
~*No more… dissing…*~
Kaori Night… I hate you! Why must you be so cruel to me? I never wanted you here!
~*No more… sinking…*~
This depression is eating away at my soul. I need someone to save me.
~*No more… cheating…*~
That amulet of Chibi-Usa's… it gave me power. If I could just take it from her… No. What am I saying?
~*No more… staring…*~
Everyone thinks I am a freak. I don't know where this power to heal came from. I wish I didn't have it, everyone thinks I'm weird.
~*No more… judging…*~
Chibi-Usa is the only friend I've ever had. She sees me for who I really am. I wish everyone could. I'm not a bad person inside.
~*Everybody judging me,*~
I see them… they look at me and laugh. 'Why does she always wear black?'
~*Knowing nothing about me,*~
I was in an accident that nearly killed me… My mother died but I managed to survive. I have many scars.
~*Rising insecurities,*~
Who am I becoming? This is nothing good… Who am I?
~*'Cause of someone's jealousy…*~
Someone inside is trying to tear my soul in pieces until I am gone completely… oh… who will help me? Who can I turn to?
~*Losing all my privacy*~
I can't share my body with this person. Please leave me now.
~*Wanting much more normacy*~
I want to be like the other girls, carefree and happy…
~*Learning to appreciate many gifts my God has given me*~
But wait- I could be destined for greater things than all, if I can just stop this evil inside trying to take it away.
~*Shut up! No one said to open your mouth!*~
You are mine Hotaru… give in to me…
~*Shut up! If you do not like me how about…*~
We are the same; you know this is what was meant to be.
~*Shut up! Why waste your energy on me?*~
No! Stop lying to me! Leave me alone!
~*Shut up! Is it cause you wanna be me?*~
We are not the same… if you don't leave me alone I'll…
~*Love yourself enough to live…*~
"Hotaru… do not be afraid."
Who… are you?
"I am Sailor Saturn. You must be strong against Mistress Nine."
Yes… I will…
~*To live life for you…*~
I am Sailor Saturn… the Senshi of Destruction. I am the bringer of the end of the world. Death as we know it.
~*And nobody else…*~
With the blessings of the planet of Death, I, Sailor Saturn, will save the world from Master Pharoah Ninety!
