Silent Firefly
By, Child of the Fireflies

Disclaimer: I don't own any rights to Destiny's Child, "Dot", or Sailor Moon, etc.



~*Walking under the maple tree…*~

I sit… alone… quiet… in my room.

~*To myself I am pondering…*~

What is wrong with me?

~*Thinking about all these things…*~

I don't mean to hurt anyone. Why is Chibi-Usa reaching out to me? She shouldn't be near me.


~*That's been bothering me lately…*~

I hate the world. I don't understand what it's trying to do to me. What is my destiny?

~*Why is this pressure out on me?*~

I am Hotaru… but there is something more out for me.

~*Why this negativity?*~

I don't understand who is here… they are trying to destroy me. Why? Why me?

~*If something's wrong blame it on me…*~

I didn't mean to hurt that kid. I don't even remember what I did. Please don't hate me world…

~*Shut up! No one said to open your mouth!*~

Who are you? What do you want?

~*If you do not like me how about…*~

Leave me alone, whoever you are! I don't want anything to do with you! I just want to make friends and live a normal life! Please!

~*Shut up! 'Why waste your energy on me?*~'

I am not as special as you think. Don't kill me…

~*Shut up! Is it 'cause you wanna be me?*~

Stop trying to take over my body! I am my own person…

~*No more… lying…*~

Daddy… why did you save me and put me in this lifeless body?

~*No more… hating…*~

You've changed Daddy… ever since you met Kaori Night you are different. Do you still love me?

~*No more… dissing…*~

Kaori Night… I hate you! Why must you be so cruel to me? I never wanted you here!

~*No more… sinking…*~

This depression is eating away at my soul. I need someone to save me.

~*No more… cheating…*~

That amulet of Chibi-Usa's… it gave me power. If I could just take it from her… No. What am I saying?

~*No more… staring…*~

Everyone thinks I am a freak. I don't know where this power to heal came from. I wish I didn't have it, everyone thinks I'm weird.


~*No more… judging…*~

Chibi-Usa is the only friend I've ever had. She sees me for who I really am. I wish everyone could. I'm not a bad person inside.

~*Everybody judging me,*~

I see them… they look at me and laugh. 'Why does she always wear black?'

~*Knowing nothing about me,*~

I was in an accident that nearly killed me… My mother died but I managed to survive. I have many scars.

~*Rising insecurities,*~

Who am I becoming? This is nothing good… Who am I?

~*'Cause of someone's jealousy…*~

Someone inside is trying to tear my soul in pieces until I am gone completely… oh… who will help me? Who can I turn to?

~*Losing all my privacy*~

I can't share my body with this person. Please leave me now.

~*Wanting much more normacy*~

I want to be like the other girls, carefree and happy…

~*Learning to appreciate many gifts my God has given me*~

But wait- I could be destined for greater things than all, if I can just stop this evil inside trying to take it away.

~*Shut up! No one said to open your mouth!*~

You are mine Hotaru… give in to me…

~*Shut up! If you do not like me how about…*~

We are the same; you know this is what was meant to be.

~*Shut up! Why waste your energy on me?*~

No! Stop lying to me! Leave me alone!

~*Shut up! Is it cause you wanna be me?*~

We are not the same… if you don't leave me alone I'll…

~*Love yourself enough to live…*~

"Hotaru… do not be afraid."
Who… are you?
"I am Sailor Saturn. You must be strong against Mistress Nine."
Yes… I will…

~*To live life for you…*~

I am Sailor Saturn… the Senshi of Destruction. I am the bringer of the end of the world. Death as we know it.

~*And nobody else…*~

With the blessings of the planet of Death, I, Sailor Saturn, will save the world from Master Pharoah Ninety!