Koichi watched quietly from the stage as Genki thanked the mass crowd in front of them. A few tears slipped from his eyes and he could see a glint in the rest of the bands. He sighed gently and raised his hand, wiping them away as the lights dimmed and they walked off stage. He leaned against the wall, thinking. Even though he hadn't been in the band for very long they accepted him, almost like family. And now, that family was broken apart. They would go their separate ways.
He allowed himself to calm down, though the tears wouldn't stop. Genki stood at the opposite side of the room, holding a beer in his hand. His eyes were closed and he could see the tears quivering between his eye lids. Koichi shuffled across the room and placed a hand on his shoulder, his lip quivering as he did so. He felt so weak, but he was certain everyone else had the same empty feeling in his chest.
Genki opened his bloodshot eyes, and they made contact with his. For a moment they look at each other, giving a knowing look before their lips made gentle contact. They didn't care who saw, but at that moment all that mattered was that they had each other, even if it were for the next few hours. After tonight, they would also have to go their separate ways too, and who knew when they would see each other again.
Genki rested a hand on his hip, pushing the bass around his neck out of the way as their foreheads touched gently. Neither had anything to say, but they knew what each other wanted. A few seconds later, Genki glanced at the rest of the band. They too were wallowing in the sorrowful atmosphere. He sighed slightly and kissed Koichi's forehead. He knew the other three members would understand. None of them wanted to drink or go out. This wasn't the time for celebration.
Koichi slowly curled his arms around Genki's waist, hugging him tightly. The embrace was returned, but there was a sort of emptiness between the two. Something didn't feel right. He gripped his shirt and looked up at him, but the gaze wasn't returned. Genki simply tugged at his arm, directing him to the exit. He followed, slightly reluctant. The rest of the band didn't seem to mind.
They hailed a cab and rode to their hotel together. Koichi leaned into Genki slightly, though the car remained silent. Even the driver seemed to be absorbing a sense of the tense aura that emitted from the two. Genki's hand snaked around his waist, taking Koichi's in his own. Their fingers laced together, and he sighed contently as another tear slipped from his eyes. He closed them, his grip tightening slightly.
The cab came to a stop in front of their hotel. They were sharing a room, while the rest of the band slept in another. It wasn't unusual for them to request a room of their own, and they usually understood. Fortunately for them, this time there wasn't a moment's consideration when it was asked.
They kept their hands held lightly together, and Koichi continued to tighten his grip on the other's fingers. No matter how hard he tried, they ended up apart again, only kept together by the tips. He leaned against Genki in the elevator, not wanting to let go. He looked up at him, now noticing the darkness that had clouded over his usually light eyes. A sort of emptiness took over them. It made him feel like he didn't care, since he was trying to make the best out of a bad situation, but as the moments dragged on it was obvious that that would be nearly impossible.
The elevator dinged as they came to their floor. The doors opened and he followed Genki to their room. It was quietly unlocked and the door opened with out any trouble. He heard Genki sigh as he entered the room. Koichi closed the door behind them and looked at the other. He was sitting on the bed, face buried in his hands. The sight made his eyes water. This night was one that he dreaded, but he knew it would have to come.
He moved closer to him, putting his arms around his neck as he sat on the bed next to him. He sniffled though he failed at trying to hold back the tears that continued to well in his eyes. "Genki…" he whispered, still holding onto him. He felt the other's arms encircle his waist, pulling him close. They looked at each other again for the second time that night. He leaned forward, and their lips met, a deep and longing kiss commenced.
Genki allowed his tongue to slip past Koichi's parted lips, and the kiss deepened further. When they parted, Koichi remained tense, staring up at his lover. Tears continued to wet his cheeks. Genki reached forward and brushed them away lightly, a few falling from his own. They glistened in the light from the street lights below their room. He felt his begin to shift positions, moving to the other side of the bed. Koichi laid on his back, while Genki remained in a slightly upright position. He propped himself up with one elbow, looking down at him before closing the distance between them once again.
His hand traveled along Koichi's side, then his front. He started to remove his clothes, exposing his pale chest. It flushed slightly at the air conditioned room, causing his brow to furrow slightly. They pulled away for a moment, touching foreheads and Genki's hand slowly slid downward, slipping a few fingers under his bottoms. He felt a slight bulge beneath the boy's shorts and he looked up at him. Koichi reached forward and started to remove Genki's shirt, knowing what he wanted. He placed a kiss in the center of his bare chest as he slid his hand further into his pants, stroking his member gently.
Koichi gripped his shirt tightly, pulling himself close. His heart started to race but he managed to keep still, the only movement from him was the rise and fall of his chest and the slight buck of his hips with each movement. "Genki…" he whimpered, kissing his neck and reaching forward, unbuttoning the other's pants as well.
His member was already erect underneath the tight jeans, hiding it easily. He slipped them down slightly, exposing his bottom half. His arms embraced Genki around the waist, his legs spreading as the other's hands started to travel downward. He stroked the inside of his thigh, causing his own erection to harden further. He reached across the bed and onto the bedside table where a bottle of lubricant was at the ready. He managed to pour some onto his three fingers before allowing his hand to reenter the boy's pants.
This time, he managed to go further, curling his wrist as he did so. He rubbed his entrance gently, waiting until it accepted his finger. He pushed gently, and Koichi took in a sharp breath. His body was taken over with a slight burning sensation, but as he exhaled he relaxed, welcoming the other as the pain subsided.
The second finger eased inward, Koichi's eyes filling with small tears as he began to scissor his fingers. ""G-Genki…" he said his name again, and he was only returned with a small kiss to his forehead. He bent his neck slightly, their lips now together again as they kissed gently. Genki paused for a moment; his only movement was that of his two fingers, gently stroking the inside of Koichi. As the kiss ended he finally let a third finger enter as Koichi arched his back, pushing against him. He searched the inside of him, only taking a few seconds for him to find the place that made Koichi emit a small moan from his throat. He placed a chaste kiss on his lips as their positions shifted again.
Koichi's shoes were discarded to the floor, as well as Genki's; then followed the last of the clothing that was keeping them apart. Genki shifted his position, removing his fingers as he pressed the head of his own organ against Koichi's entrance. He whimpered eagerly, pushing against him slightly as his legs spread further. He reached upward, putting his arms around his neck and kissing him deeply. Genki returned the kiss and as it elongated he proceeded to enter him, feeling closer than he ever had before. He felt Koichi's back arch at the sudden entrance and nipped at Genki's lip slightly. He let out a moan, his hips pressing against him.
"Genki…" he moaned as the other started to thrust slowly inside of him, prolonging the moment. With each motion he managed to relax further, welcoming the other's entrance. Genki reached between then, working with Koichi's neglected member. He stroked it gently, causing him to moan loudly beneath him. Tears started to form in his eyes again as he pressed his face into his shoulder. He continued to whisper his name. "Don't leave me…" he said gently, causing Genki's heart to lurch in his chest.
Tears started to well inside him, and he choked them back. He managed to keep a steady rhythm, now letting his own moans escape his lungs. He placed small, wet kisses along his neck. As he neared his climax, he pulled out, trying to stifle the orgasm that was brewing inside him.
He pulled away, but kept his hands and eyes on the boy below him. "Genki?" he looked up at him with pained eyes. Genki knew he was close too, but he didn't want it to end. He put his arms around his waist, shifting positions so that Koichi was sitting on his laps, legs straddling the sides of him. He kept his arms around his waist, Koichi's arms now around his neck. He positioned himself above Genki's eager member, pushing down as he entered again.
They both let out a moan, his hips rising and falling in tune to Genki's small thrusts. Their moans remained in harmony and their breathing, synchronized. With each movement, Genki pulled Koichi closer, eventually kissing him and slipping his tongue inside his mouth. Their climax came closer and soon Koichi came onto Genki's abdomen, tensing as he spilled his seed. The sudden amount of tension caused a loud main to escape from Genki's throat, releasing himself inside of him. Koichi rode out his orgasm, his breathing quickening as he started to calm. He pulled away, Genki's arms still holding him close. "Koichi," he finally said, causing both their hearts to flutter; whether it was from joy, sorrow, or maybe both.
The kissed again, holding their naked bodies together. Their positions shifted once more, laying next to each other in the bed. Genki moved, pulling the comforter over him. Koichi curled against his chest, kissing his collarbone, then his lips again. "I love you…" he whispered.
"I love you too…" Genki said quietly, but a small tone of remorse could be heard in the back of his throat. Koichi brushed it off, though he felt tears starting to gather in his eyes. He cuddled into the sheets, feeling the warmth from the other starting to cross over into his own body. It was nice being surrounded by warmth, but as the moments before his slumber dragged on he felt more and more empty, though he couldn't figure out why.
Koichi rolled over in his sleep, his hand resting lightly on the space next to him. He was getting close to waking up in the daylight filled room. His breathing was continuous, his chest rising and falling in a constant tone. The alarm on the bedside table started to sound, breaking his breathing pattern and causing him to exhale heavily. His eyes fluttered open, revealing an empty space next to him. The only sound he could hear the sudden stopping of his heart and lung function, and the alarm that was filling the room with a constant tone. He sat up, his eyes searching the room.
The only thing in view was a pink suitcase that hadn't been touched, his clothes neatly folded onto of the dresser, and the vacant place next to him.
