Okay so here we go baby's my name well that would be Nadine I have blonde hair with hot pink in it. I have big blue eyes I am a short petty 5'1 but I like it call me weird but I just LOVE being small. I am a lovely 22 year old and look the part. I am a model. Cool I know. I aint no preppy model HELLS to the no! I am a Suicide Girl its pretty cool if I do say so myself. I live in Pennsylvania. I know it is not a huge party seen but I love it here. I have a HUGE ego and like so many totally rad friends. I hang out with Brittney Spears because I fucking can I love that bitch! I have a few piercing and a TON of tattoos. I am a pretty cool gal down to earth even though I may not seem like it. Ok so any ways I am going to a radical party tonight maybe hooking up with some dudes I don't know all I know is I will have some fun.

I started to get ready but I could not find a thing to wear. True I have TONS on clothes but something told me that tonight oh tonight I should dress really hot. Oh fuck it I though so I crapped my baby blue corset and my black mini skirt threw it on grabbed my HUGE ass black heels and put them on. I did my make up like I normally do. Nice black eye liner and eye shadow. And bright pink lips adding my lip ring. With that I got up and did my hair I pulled it out of its bun straightened it even though there was really no need I mean I had dead straight hair but I had it in a bun all day so it was fucked up. I left it down. I ran over to my computer and looked at my live journal I did not have time to update but I always read all of the comments and shit so I looked at some of them. Some of these people need to like really chill out. They all be hatein on lil ol' Nady. with that I logged out and Harley came a knockin at my door. "Nady come on open the door." I laughed and opened the door welcoming her in with a huge warm hug. "Har. I have not seen you in like FOREVER !" I told her. "I know I have been like so busy running around getting parts for the shop and doing this and that its hectic at the shop sence you left." she told me. Harley well her real name is not Harley but everyone calls her that. She owns a shop a motorcycle shop. I use to work there but I had to stop because it was getting really hard to work there and model so I had to quit but I made sure she had people that could handle my shifts before I left and I go in once and awhile to help out. "I am sorry but you know I had to leave way to hectic with modeling you know." I told her. "Yea yea I know I know but still we all miss you so much there." she informed me. "Well Har. Because you said that I will go and see yall this weekend and maybe sign a bike." I told her. She squealed and hugged me again. "Thank you thank you thank you!" was all she could say I just laughed and told it was all good. "Ok so let me let Haley in and we can leave." I told her. Haley is my puppy!! And hey can not let her stay outside all night because mommy is going to be drunk off her ass can we? I think not!

"So Nady we going or what?!" she screamed to me. Of course like I always do I was fussing over my puppy. "Yes, just let me grab my camera!" I screamed back to her. "OH of course the infamous camera!! We must not forget that!" she stated with a laugh. "Hey just because I take pictures of every single thing doesn't make it a bad thing. You know me I will be shit faced tonight so I want to be able to see what I did." I told her in a matter-of-fact tone of voice. She laugh shaking her head knowing I was not kidding.

We got into the car and my the dumb ass I forget that I had the stereo on as loud as it can go. With scary kids scaring kids playing. Me I am use to it so I started to jam along with it. Har on the other hand well it scared the shit out of her she nearly jumped out of her seat I laughed and turned the music down to talk. "Har. Sorry bout that forgot it was so loud. So were is this shindig we are going to anyway. I sort of need to oh I don't know um maybe know where it is because I am driving." I told her still laughing a bit. "Oh um it is in West Chester. Uh shit I for got the places name. um…….." she said. Now I have lived here my whole life right outside of West Chester so I knew most places. "YaYa's?" I asked. "YES! That is it!" she screamed I just laughed at how she was already so hyped and we are not even there yet.

We got to Yayas and it was packed with people there trying to get in well becaue I am some what known I walked to the front showed the big smelly guy in the front are Ids and we walked in. "Must be someone like totally famous here tonight." Har said to me I just nodded and walked over to a booth and sat down. "So Har baby. What to you want I am getting my beer." I said with a silly grin. "Babe you know I am a beer drinkin one sons of a bitch get me a beer!" she said laughing. I laughed and got up. Walked over to the bar. On my tippy toes and leaned forwards on top of the bar because I was so small and yes I had big hells but still didn't help out much. I got the bartenders attention and told him what wanted. I leaned over the bar more to grab my bag because well I am a cluts and dropped it. And I feel someone's hand on my skirt. I let out a squeak thinking it was some creeper got my bag and spun around. To see non other then the one and only Ryan Dunn. "Um Excuse me?" I said looking at him. He smiled and says. "well with you leaning over like that you were giving some people a good view so I decided to help you out and pull it down a little for you." all I could do was laugh a little. "oh thanks I am use to that." He just looked at me. "Oh hey you're a Suicide girl right?" he asked. "Hell yea I am." I said laughing. "Well I am Ryan Dunn call me Dunn though." "Hello I am Nadine Carter. Say I have seen you before have we met?" I asked him it totally not clicking in my head. "No but you may have seen me on TV I am on Villa la Bam." he told me. "OH YEA that's totally it!" I said with a cheeky smile. "Well hey I got to bring this to my alcohol deprived friend you can grab your guy and come over if you want to." I told him pointing to wear I was going. With that he said cool and went off. And I went to the table.

"Nady I saw you talking over there!! With an interesting looking guy. And with holding my beer you mother fucker!" she said to me all I could do was laugh. Now I am a suicide model and well you can guess pretty damn hot but not to be a total ass but Har well isn't to high on the sexy scale. Well anyway I look around ofter downing my beer to see Dunn walking over with some guys. One was Bam the others where Chris Raab and Novak.

"Hey again." Dunn said looking from me to Har their eyes locking and smile twitched onto her lips. Me being my loud out going self I chirp up. Loudly. "OK SOOOO well I am Nadine but call me Nady and this is the infamous Harley but you can call her Har. With that everyone took a seat Dunn sitting with Har and Novak and Raab sitting with me and there not being enough space Bam picks me up and sits where I was. "Wa where am I going to sit now?" I asked with a fake pout. Bam smiled and grabbed my hips pulling me to him and sitting me on his lap. "Better?" he asked. I leaded my head back smiled and told him. "Thousand times better." with that Har and Dunn got up and went to the dance floor. I watched them I could tell they were really into each other like really into each other. All I could do was wish I could fine someone like that. The table was all a talk about who knows what and I was just in my own thoughts drinking beer after beer I can hold my alcohol really well for such a little body. Bam was just sitting there talking and drumming his hands on my thighs. I looked to al the guys and picked one at random. "HEEEEYYYYYY Raab. You want to have a drinking contest?" I asked. He laughed thinking that I already had to much and said sure. So we both got four beers in front of us first to finish was the winner. He was already drinking all night I knew he wouldn't last long. "OKAY so I want a good clean fight. Drink till you cant drink no more!" shouted Bam I laughed. "GO" everyone screamed and I started to down my beers. I was on the third one and I see Raab already falling over I downed that and reached for my fourth. Laughing at the look on his poor face. He was a goner but it as still funny. I was half way done the last one and the poor guy passes out by now because we got famous people over here the whole damn place was watching us. I laughed finished the beer and looked to Bam. "I don't think he can handle beer well." he just laughed and agreed.

Its now 3 am and I am totally wasted. "BBAAAMMMM what are you doing?" I asked my legs shaking and I am just running into people and bumping drinks. He just laughs and picks me up. "I am doing nothing just walking to get Dunn what are you doing?" he asked he as shocking!!! Thing but the only one sober. " I am uh I forget." I manage to say. And with that I pass out.

I wake up and move around a little "UGH" I scream. wait a second this aint my beg it smells like…. Oh fuck! No this is not what I think cant be. I though to myself I role over and am on top of a now awake Bam. "Uh morning?" I say "Yea morning um you want to go up chuck because you look like you about the blow chunks." he said laughing noticing the look on my face grabs me and brings my to the bathroom. "URG I hate that. Will I am all better." I stated jumping up and down. "Wait that's all your hangover is? You spill out all your guts once?" he ask in disbelief "Um yea I can hole my beer." I said laughing. He starts walking away saying something about wanting breakfast. I run and jump onto his back. "Umph" he says I just laugh "Hey I way 100 pounds I way nothing" "I know I know but I want ready for it." he stated holding onto my legs and running down the stairs with a giggling little blonde on his back. We got to the kitchen and I smelled something really good. "YUM what is that smell!?" I questioned. "UM I don't know Ape what you cooking?" he asked. She turned seeing me and said "Pancakes and eggs." I got off Bam and walked over to her and held out my hand. "Hello I am Nadine Carter" I said. "Hello sweetheart you can call me Abe" "Nice to meet you, the food smells wonderful." I tell her. "Nice to meet you to Hun, and thank you." she says with that I take my leave and walk to the living room and flop onto the sofa.

Bam POV

"Bam she is a sweet girl where in the world did you meet her?" my mom asked. "Um I uh oh sorry I met her last night at the bar." I told her. "Oh well she seems really nice she should come around more it would be nice to have someone as kind as that to be here." she tells me with that she turns around and goes back to cooking.

I am just sitting on the counter in the kitchen thinking about her. She is sitting in the other room talking and joking around with Raab and everyone else. She seems to have taken a liking to the house. Ok I can not just sit here thinking about her I got to talk to her.

"Hey Nady you want to go out with me and get Vito?" I asked I had some fun and games I needed him for. She smiles at me her eyes light up DAMN her smile is amazing. "Sure. Is everyone going?" she asks "Yep" with that she gets up jumps on my back and screams "Off to get the little creeper!!" I laugh and run to the hummer. I put her up front but I knew after we got Vito she would have to sit with him Dunn and him don't get along all to well. "Nady don't worry we will not let Vito touch you." I tell her and all the guys agree. With that she smiles and says "Who said I didnt want him to touch me?" everyone started to freak out screaming EW and I just laughed. "Sorry just kidding I will tell yall now he touches me I will chop his hands off." she says laughing.