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A/N: Okay here is the rewritten Succubus's Prayer. So enjoy my lovely readers! Also there is a poll on my profile for who should Bella end up with in the end. Please note that the will be multiple pairings with Bella, but as the story progress the pairings will lessen in number and eventually be whittled down to one person. That is the reason for the poll. Also all the male characters on the poll are the male characters that I like from Twilight. Sorry to all Edward lovers out there I just don't like him and just a little heads up there will be a major Edward bashing in one of the future chapters. I will let you know a head of time when that will be. Please note that this will hopefully be a semi long story so Bella won't end up with someone with a snap of a finger, it will take time to build up the relationships.
Succubus's Prayer
Prologue
(BPOV)
I haven't seen Edward or any of the other members of the Cullen family ever since my birthday party fiasco, I mean I don't blame Jasper for nearly killing me; he is the empathy after all so his own blood lust plus the other Cullen's own blood lust to add to his own it's understandable that he would try and attack me. I wish could tell him that I'm not mad at him or upset with him, because I know Jasper is probably torn up about it.
None of the Cullen members have been at school, have answered my calls or even called me back yet. So when I saw Edward's silver Volvo parked out front of my home, I had an odd scene of foreboding. As soon as my truck was parked Edward was standing right there holding the door of my truck opened for me.
"Bella come take a walk with me." Edward gently demanded, but he gave the illusion that it was more of a request then a command.
All I could do was simply nod in reply as I followed Edward into the woods in the back of my house. So here we were standing in the woods with Edward being frightfully quiet. A feeling of dread came over me and cold chill ran up my spin after days of being ignored by all of the Cullen family this could not be good. For the first time in a long time I looked into Edward's face, his cold, emotionless face that had the appearance that it had been carved from marble.
"We're Leaving Bella." Edward state in a cold way that made my skin crawl.
"What I'm I going to tell Charlie?" Praying it was not what I was fearing right now.
"I don't want you to come with me." He said in a cold harsh voice. My breathing became ragged as my fears came to be.
"You don't want me?" Please tell me your joking Edward! Please!
"Correct, you're nothing more than a game, a plaything for me and my family and you have severed your purpose. You are no longer entertaining to me and the family only an annoyance."
"What?" That can't be true. Please tell me that can't be true!
My arms wrapped themselves around myself, as if to stop my heart from breaking and shattering to pieces as the realization hit me full force. They made sure that they were in my life 24/7! The past year no matter what I did a Cullen was always with me.
Due to that fact I had to distance myself from all my human friends, well except for Jake and I had to lie to my own father repeatedly and for what! So that I was there doll and only they could play with me until they just got bored.
That's not fare!
I was willing to give up everything for them!
"This will be the last time you'll ever see me, it will be as if we never existed."
Liar! My memories of you and your family will forever haunt me. The worst part is that I'll truly be alone.
"But I have one request, if it isn't too much to ask?" You arrogant bastard!
"What!" I asked annoyed at the thought he can break my heart and have the nerve to ask me to do something for him, but my annoyance was fleeting as my shattered heart started to take over.
"Don't do anything stupid or reckless. I'm only asking for Charlie's sake, keep yourself safe…for him"
I didn't say anything to him; I was just doing too much self loathing at being so stupid and naive that he and his family could ever love me.
"Promise me." He said with force.
"Fine I promise I won't do anything that I deem stupid or reckless." I was surprised at how strong my voice sounded when I was a weak mess inside.
He walked over to me and his cold stone lips kissed my forehead in a way that it felt like he was mocking me. Then in the blink of an eye, he was gone, only a whisper of a breeze throwing his sent around and leaves standing tall in the place he once stood. I breathed in raggedly my emotions coming full force.
He's gone.
He's gone.
HE'S GONE!
I'm alone I can't talk to anybody about this, I'm alone and I just won't be able to get the closure I need because no one will believe me and they'll think I'm a loon. Fantastic!
Then the pain of my heartbreak started to come full force.
So I ran.
I ran from the pain as fast as I could.
I ran in the woods the louse green canapé showing life while my heart was withering and dying from heartache. Suddenly there was a pressure in my head trying to force its way out. I let out a bloodcurdling scream. I was in agonizing pain, the world around me becoming a blur of a water color landscape as I fell into the embrace of leaves beneath me.
I could no longer scream or cry to voice my pain, heartache, and agony as darkness started to cloud my vision. Whimpers were the only thing that could escape from my lips as dry heaves shuck my body. The last that I had or could acknowledge was this and this alone.
"I'm going to die." I whisper out in a soft rasped voice.
Then I felt it. Water! It was raining, I smiled to myself at least someone is mourning my heartache with me. Then the pain I was feeling slowly went away as the darkness became more present.
Then nothing…nothing at all…but sweet silent darkness offering only its gentle embrace form the world and all the pain and sorrow that it holds.
I willingly accepted it for I could not fight it any longer.
Let me sleep in your eternal embrace as the forest weeps and sings for my bitter sweet heartache.
To be continued…
