Dear Diary

By Mistreated and Forgotten

A/N: The idea for this is to help me to kind of get out what's on my mind right now considering for the las 2 wks I've spent a lot of time with the other people that were on the course with me and one of them just happened to be a really hot police officer who has a really really cute smile. : D Why are cops always so hot? : D

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Dear Diary,

So I've been working at Tactical Response for a month now and OMG, one of my team members, Josh, is so hot.
Why do I always find police officers so damn attractive? Maybe it has to do with how hot they are on TV but wait they're just as hot as that in real life.
I shouldn't be feeling this way about Josh, not just because he's a team member but because I'm married. OMG this is so complicated.
The more time I spend with Josh at work the more complicated things get and I start to like him more. I need to talk to someone about this but I don't know who to talk to about it, it's hurting me.
It's probably a good thing that my feelings for Josh aren't distracting me while I'm working, it's when I'm not doing anything that's when my feelings are distracting me.
I'll try and get a good night's sleep and see how I feel in the morning.

Grace

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