A.N.~ New at this type of writing so bare with me. Trying to go more dark on this than my other writings, and to my enjoyment hoping to add more yuka into in the near future. Feedbacks are appreciated to the full, good or bad. Suggestions welcomed.

Disclaimer: Dont own any of this, wish i did though =P

Entry 1

Dear, Diary

Diary I don't know how talking, or I guess writing to you right now to be exact, is going to help me. It's not like you can talk to me, or answer any of the questions I scribble down on this piece of paper, and if you could I'd doubt you would be of any help. The reason I'm even righting any of this down right now is because Kanata gave you to me. You see, I just turned 12 years old yesterday, and Kanata gave you to me as a present. He said that you would help if I got lonely. I didn't think that, that was possible with him here at the orphanage with me, but I also didn't think that Kanata would ever leave me. He went to a university to day, he also moved out, saying something about needing to be closer to school. I don't believe him though, just like I don't think you'll be of any use to me Diary. Everyone leaves me eventually, and I'll always be lonely. I'm sad, maybe even a little angry that he left but I wont say anything cause I need to be strong and not cause trouble for anybody here. Right now I have a plan though, I'll make it look like I'm alight and keep smiling even when I want to cry, but I am not a baby anymore! Any way journal, I'll stick with you for now but I got to go to bed soon, schools tomorrow, night.

Yuki

May 7th 2002