OK you guys… I have been reading a lot of song fics lately and I wanted to try one of my own. I have mostly read the ones about the song Speak Now by Taylor Swift. So, just to start off, I thought I would start with one of those then move on to some more difficult songs! (: Well, I hope you enjoy my first try at a song fanfiction! Enjoy! (:
Tomorrow would be the day that Edward and Tanya were getting married and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I had gotten the invitation two weeks ago in the mail. Probably from Alice since she would be the only one who could possibly find me expect Charlie. Besides who else would try to look for me in Alaska where I now attended the university. I could go if I wanted to. We were on break up here since it was the summer. I mean I didn't even need to take a plane to get there. It was only three towns over. It would only take me about 10 hours to get there.
Nothing was really stopping me. I had forgiven Edward long ago. I still loved him with everything I had. It stills hurts to think he will belong to another woman! He belongs with me! He has always belonged to me! I know that day he left he loved me. I saw the pain in his before he walked away for the last time. He loves me dang it! I know he does! He probably left me thinking that he was protecting me! He was a fool! That is what he was and if I could only show him that I still loved him maybe he would come back!
I just need to hear him say that he truly didn't love me. If he didn't I would let him go. I would let him go. I just needed to here him say it like he meant it and I would walk away from him.
Just like it seemed like he always wanted me too.
With a new resolve I walked to me bedroom, pulled out a bag and began packing. I put everything I need in there and zipped it up. Shutting everything I went out to my truck threw me and my stuff in and started off to Windmere, the town where the wedding will be held. When he said it then, and only then, would I truly be at peace with him and myself. Only then.
I'm not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl
I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry
I parked my truck where no one could spot it and got out of it. I spotted the back door and walked to it and threw the door. I kept changing my mind that way Alice wouldn't catch me. Walking down the hallway that lead to where the wedding parties where being held I could here voices, mostly Tanya, talking. Well, Tanya was yelling at some poor bridesmaid because her hair wasn't fixed right. I caught a glance at the bridal party who looked like huge pastries in the hideous pink color that she had dressed them in. I didn't know much about fashion, but even I knew that color was a big no-no.
"I SAID THAT I WANTED BLUE FLOWERS! NOT PERRIWINKLE! UGH! CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT YOU IDIOT!" Tanya screeched and someone ran out of the room with a glare that could melt ice on her face. She went directly into the room across from where Tanya was at, slammed the door, and turned the lock. I wanted to shout "YOU GO GIRL!" but I was trying to be un-seen and that would give away my cover.
By the time I make it to where the wedding is being held still making sure to change my mind often the wedding has already started.
This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say
I could see it now. Standing up and spilling my heart out to Edward and he would run into my arms. I hoped with all my heart that was how it would play out.
Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door
Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "Speak Now"
Would he run, would he listen? God, I hoped so because I don't want to let him go. I keep out of sight behind some curtains as the party in the wedding go one by one into the church and suddenly I hear the part I have been dreading. Could I do this? Oh Lord…
Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march
And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited By your lovely bride-to-be
She floats down the aisle Like a pageant queen
I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me (Don't cha?)
Tanya comes through the door in a gorgeously designed dress and she looks like an angel. Man! She take my confidence away just by looking at her. I need to get some guts before my moment comes. My mind drifts away again…
Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door
Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "Speak Now"
Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door
Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, "speak now"
I am daydreaming again and the preacher is talking and I force myself to listen. This is my only chance to get him back. I miss this and I have missed the whole thing.
I hear the preacher say, "Speak now or forever ho-old your pea-ea-ea-eace"
There's the silence, there's my last chance I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me
"Does anyone here object to this marriage? If so, speak now or forever hold your peace." I'm at the door now and before I can second chance myself I throw the doors open and yell out, "I do!"
Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you.
I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are NOT the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl!
Everyone spins around to face me. Some glare, some stare, some blink rapidly, but all I see is Edward. Just Edward and the way he is gaping at me. I started talking before I turn around and run out because God knows that I have come to far to turn back now. "I know that I am definitely not that kind of girl that should be barging in on someone's wedding, but I have things to say to you and if I don't say them now I may never get the chance." I try to steady my voice because it shaking so bad but the tears still flow.
"You don't belong with her Edward! You never did, you always belonged with me. I knew, Alice knew, and even you knew. Everyone knew. You ran! Because you wanted me to have a normal life, but Edward, don't you see? I am your life and your life. We are each other lives! When Tanya was coming down the aisle I saw your eyes. They were happy sure, but you know what I didn't see? Love. You can't be with someone if you don't love someone can you Edward? No, you can't!"
My cheeks were flushed and I could barley see through my tears but I pressed on. Determined to let myself finish. I deserved to finish.
"If you truly don't want me and don't love me then I will walk away. I will walk out that door and let you be happy. Because you deserve to be happy Edward. That was all I ever wanted for you! So, tell me what you want. If it is not then so be it. I need to know because if I don't I will never have any peace." I stopped talking then because, finally, I had let it all out. Laid everything out on the table. What he did with it was his decision.
So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door
Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "Speak Now"
"If you love me then I will be outside waiting for you." Those were my last words before I ran out the door and to the front of the church. My only hope being that he would follow me.
Edward POV
I watched as Bella ran out the door leaving the rest of us stunned in her wake. I stood there for several seconds trying to comprehend what happened. The, abruptly, I heard Carlisle's voice snapping me back.
"What are you waiting on you fool! Go after her! What are you waiting on? A shove? Because if that is the case here you go!" I felt a hard shove sending me halfway down the aisle before stopping. I turned to Carlisle shocked, but he just looked at me pointedly. "I know you love her. So go Edward, go! Let yourself be happy! Besides, I want my daughter back" I grinned.
"I am your daughter Carlisle!" Tanya whined. He glared at her, an expression that looked foreign on his usually kind face. "You were never my daughter and never will be!" Tanya looked shocked, then glared, then dashed over to me!
"Where do you think you're going? You are my husband, not Bella's" She smiled cruelly at me. I was about to let her have before I heard Rosalie and Emmett speak up.
"Move shank! So that Edward can go get his woman!" Emmett boomed.
"Let him go Tanya! Nobody liked you anyhow!" Rosalie seconded Emmett.
And you say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door
Smirking at her I was gone before she could blink and to my changing room to change out of my tux. I made it Bella in five seconds flat.
"Oh Bella! I love you, I love you, I love you and I am so, so, so, so, so, so, -"
She laughed and it was like music to my eyes. "I get the point Edward! I forgive you!" I glued my lips to her and kissed her for dear life. I finally had my forever back and I would never, never make the mistake of letting her go again.
Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said,"Speak Now"
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