Hey Emmerdale fans. Today Im here with a new story. This story just came to me randomly while I was walking my dogs . Hahaha .

"Aaron stop the car!"Robert exclaimed. A jolt of pain struck through Aarons body until he lay there unconscious.

Aarons eyes slowly opened after the traumatic event hurdled through his mind. He looked down to his hand to see a knife being held close to his skin. His grip tightened as he lowered the blade closer to his flesh. Aaron felt his palms sweat and his breaths becoming more and more frequent. Aaron knew something was broken he just didn't know how to fix it.

He took a deep breath and cut his flesh. Blood started streaming out of the small wound and relief filled him in almost a second, but soon that second was gone and he felt the need to cut again. This time Aarons eyes scanned the room for something, he didn't know what, but he was looking for something. He was in the kitchen by the sink. For a second Aaron thought about what he was doing. What kind of role model was he playing for his younger sister Liv. What about his fiancé Robert? He was on the edge of being truly happy but something was stopping him. The thought of not being good enough, not being enough.

Aaron lowered the blade onto the side and thought for a second , why was he really doing this. Was it because of the horrific crash that had almost taken his and Roberts future or was it the lack of a father figure he had off Gordon. The thought of waking up scared of his role model. Then Aaron realised none of that mattered, not really? It was all in the past and couldn't hurt him anymore, the only thing doing this was his worries about Robert and Aaron knew that.

Aaron walked away from the blade grabbed his jacket of the sofa and went looking for the man he loved.

Aaron walked through the door and into the pub.

"You alright love" Chas called after her still moving son. Aaron didn't reply , he just kept walking his thoughts were slowly suffocating him. Aaron looked over to his car but thought it would be best to walk in this frame of mind.

Aarons walk turned into a pace and before he knew it he was running as fast as he could go. He couldn't stop himself even if he tried.

Soon he reached outside the scrap yard where he knew he's find Robert. He stopped outside and took a minute to catch his breath so that he didn't seem to suspicious.

He began walking to the shed at the back of the yard. He looked into the yard to see Robert busy working on something , like usual. Aaron thought for a minute what it could be first thought was their wedding .

Aaron walked down the stairs into the kitchen. He looked towards the table to see Robert taking a greedy sip off his coffee.

"Hey sleepy head"Robert called to his lover.

"Hey"Aaron smiled.

"Sleep well?"Robert asked

"No, some guy was snoring to loud next to me"Aaron teased. The pair smiled. Robert looked down to his ring and smiled.

"Hey, you know we still haven't set a date"Robert smiled.

"Ok , how does next Tuesday sound to you"Aaron joked.

"Very funny, how about next month ?"Robert replied.

Aaron smiled to himself . Did he really need to worry about Robert ? Either way Aaron decided to walk in to the shed.