Hi I thought I try another fic I don't if it is good I might leave it as a one shot or if you like it review and tell me if I should continue...

slight AU and OOC

ZERO X KANAME OR KANAME X ZERO (Whichever you call it) yaoi

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN VAMPIRE KNIGHT.

Escape

It felt so different because the house was so new to me. I had just moved. The room was big and spacious and one wall was decorated with swirly bright red, seventies styled wallpaper. The paper was revolting. I stared at it thinking 'who in their right mind would buy this paper'. I started feeling dizzy and my eyes hurt, I turned away from the wall with the seventies paper and glanced around the rest of the room, it was painted white. I breathed in a thankful sigh of relief, any more of that paper I would just die. I moved on towards the kitchen, it was tiled white and had red surfaces and an red tiled floor. I groaned. Red , red, red. I hate the bloody colour red. Ahh bloody red I truly hate that colour as my whole existence is painted with it. Ever since that woman Shizuka Hio murdered my family and turned me into a vampire, which my family the Kiryuu were most famed for killing beasts such as vampires. I hate myself for being a vampire and having to drink blood, I also despise all purebloods but funnily enough I belong to one. Kuran Kaname just thinking of that name leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. I stared at the door ahead fearful of what colour the bathroom was. If it were red then I know the house is mocking me as fate has. Tears welled up in my eyes. Is this the house I have to live in? Is this what I get compared to what I had before? Everything was horrible. Not just the house, it was what was happening to me.

I thought back to why I moved to this house. It was because of Kaname. What could I tell you about him? He's gorgeous with his red brown eyes, and a body that would put anybody else to shame. Wait, what am I thinking? Me, I'm praising Kaname? The one who beat me?

Kaname is to blame for everything. I'm in this house because of him. The beatings I got were bad with broken ribs and purple bruises all over. The wounds healed but the scars of his talon like fingernails still remain embodied on my back; they will always be there to remind me of him and his cruelty. Kaname is my (as much as I hated to admit this) my master and I his pet. One thing about Kaname is that elegant mask he puts up for everyone. Everyone who meets him thinks he's very charming and wonderful pureblood who strives for peace and all that crap. Who wouldn't be fooled by his act, even the hunter from the hunter association was deceived in believing him to be perfect. Never mind his lackey who worship the fucking ground he walks on felt that I was lucky and should be grateful that he chose me, how I regret that decision of agreeing to his condition so I could continue to live this miserable life , never knew I was signing my life to a man who would cause me such pain, such anguish. Kaname is a very powerful man, he's a self-made millionaire at twenty seven years of age and never mind being the pureblood prince which made it very hard for me to tell anyone or ask for help and the hardest was to leave him. I remember me, driving away from his mansion in a frenzied manner shaking with relief of not being caught.

I wiped away my tears and took deep slow breaths, the memories keep coming, flashes of bits of pieces keep coming. I can't stop them. They're all about him. I need to move on. Forget everything. I can't face to see the bathroom right now. I'm just so tired. I turned and walked through the living room and opened the door which led to the stairs I turned right to the first door I see and opened it and collapsed on the bed.

I remember how I felt as I had reached my destination in a little town. I felt relieved and happy as I drove towards the last house which was the only detached house on the road, the house looked old with the paint peeling and the wall blackened with dirt. The grass and plants were three to four feet high. It was clear someone hasn't lived here for a long time. Well my new life was to begin now with this house, I recall telling myself.

"Wakey, wakey sweetheart" a males voice spoke mockingly; my body went stone cold there was only one person who said that. Him.

I felt the mattress go down as he sat, his hand stroked my face delicately, and fear enveloped my heart. He is very furious I can feel it. I opened my eyes and stared at his face. I took in a sharp intake of breath, I know that expression, that twisted smile he is going to beat me. I start to whimper.

"Why so shaky, love? Are you cold?" he whispered in a sweet concerned voice.

Tears stroll down my cheeks. He raised his hand towards my face; I squirm and close my eyes, expecting to feel the burst of pain across my cheek, I jerk as I feel his hands hold my face "open your eyes Zero I am not here to hurt you, I'm not a monster after all just a vampire like you are to I love you" he whispered solemnly. I stare at his desperate face. "I know I have a temper issue. I promise you I will get some help to deal with it Just come home" he whispers. I felt my heart burn with resentment at him, did he think I was that naive to believe him and his Oscar winning performance lines. The bastard loved playing games like this with me? Talking about love and all that crap, as if I would believe that.

"You're a liar Kuran, stop this crap about loving me and all this torture you sadistic bastard. I know you like playing your twisted games but I am not falling for them" I screech with anger. I saw his eyes cross in annoyance and then he burst out chuckling.

"Hmmm, it seems love that you are not going to come with me willingly. Oh dear you have made it so hard for yourself, I thought you'd fall for them soppy 'please forgive me I'll change' lines it seems your not the same Zero, one look from me you wouldn't dare whisper" he murmured adding "never mind shout" he spat smashing a fist into the mattress. I started shaking feverishly. I wanted to scream but it was like I had no control over my mouth. What do I do? I have peeved him off and if I'm not careful of what I say he won't just be throwing fists at the mattress, but at me. I must distract him.

"How … did …you find me?" I stuttered staring at his face.

He sighed "Well come on who am I? I am Kaname Kuran and you should know me better by now nobody escapes from me that I want to keep my little silver haired toy. Ohh one thing I have the blind loyalties of everyone. You shouldn't trust no one little pet?".

I'm confused "trust … no one … what you … mean?" I croaked. He stares at me with pity and amusement.

"hmmm well what can I tell you? Let's just say blood is thicker than water if you know what I mean?" he winks laughingly.

My heart crushes I knew the answer but I didn't want to believe it, I had to hear it from his mouth just to make sure my inkling could be wrong. It couldn't be her? Yuuki wouldn't deceive me and tell him where I was would she? She's may not be blood related but she is like my sister after all. The expression of realisation must be on my face.

"Aaah yes it is sweet little Yuuki who ratted on your whereabouts. You mustn't be angry with her my exquisite, she would tell her oniisama anything I would want to know I want to know. She wouldn't want me to be in pain from not being with the one I love most in the world. Shouldn't you beg forgiveness for trying to cause me pain and heartbreak?" He spoke taking a deep breath, his eyes glistening from his little speech. His eyes aren't glistening with emotion but at the thought of me thanking him and probably in his twisted mind me begging, he always loved me begging him to stop him from attacking me.

FLASHBACK

"Stop. Please stop … aaaaaaaaaah" I screeched as he grabbed my hair dragging me across our living floor smacking my face against the wall. My face was in excruciating pain. I was dizzy and I couldn't concentrate through the pools of blood. He bent his head and licked the trail of blood trickling down my chin.

My heart tightened in fear hoping he wasn't in that mood were he would beat me and bite me. I couldn't help it but when he did the pleasure that surges through my body and I couldn't help but feel desire for him when his hand would roam my chest under my shirt everywhere his fingers touched my skin felt like it was on fire. I reminded myself not to think about that as much as I hated it I would get aroused and if he knew he would be in fits of laughter. One thing I remembered he told me he liked to hear me scream either in pain or ecstasy. The shame and immense self hatred I felt for myself after every time he would have sex with me.

I came hard screaming, my whole body arched as pleasure waved throughout my body . I felt him slide his length out of me and I was trying to not close my eyelids as exhaustion was threatening to take over me.

Kaname wrapped his arms around me pulling me close against him. His breath tickled my ear as he whispered "I love it Zero when you scream for me whether it's when I'm beating or fucking you. One thing Zero you claim you hate it when I touch you but were you not just writhing and moaning in ecstasy a few moments ago. This is your fault Zero your screams.." he paused as he sucked and nibbled on my ear before continuing huskily " are soooo addictive."

I was brought back from my thoughts when I felt his hands enclose around my throat and he was strangling me. I panicked. I tried grabbing his hands because I could hardly breathe. Before I thought I was going to die he finally released me, I dropped to the floor taking deep gulping breaths, and I was passing out when I heard him threatening me "Don't you dare ever not obey my instructions in front of friends and nobility again, you hear that you insolent pet and I think I taught you a lesson. I'm sure you won't be disobeying me any time soon not unless you love getting smacked around" I saw his legs walk towards the patio doors before darkness ascended.

End of flashback

I focused back to the now and stared into his red brown eyes, he had no remorse in them. He enjoyed terrorising me I just wish I had strength to stand up to him.

I hate myself for not speaking to him properly? One look of his I'm quiet. One movement of his I quiver. If somehow I manage to get courage to try and answer for myself, he shouts and I can't even speak without stuttering. I hate myself. Why oh why doesn't he just kill me? So I could just … not feel anything. Come on Zero you can do it argue back, make him go into a rage. You want to die and not to be able to feel anything push him so much that he will kill you. Yes that'll what I'll do I thought to myself.

I breathed in a mouthful of air and courage "No I will not thank you more like do this…" I spat at him. I saw the flash of rage in his eyes. Smack. He lunged at me and threw punches at me repeatedly. My heart went into overdrive with dread and I tried rolling of the bed and escape but he grabbed me from my back and flung me against the wall his arm pushing against my throat. I felt woozy my head was lopsided so I couldn't see him. "Now listen here Zero I suggest you keep your mouth shut or else I'll effing kill you got that" he threatened lividly, pushing his arm tighter against my throat. He flung me against the floor I spluttered. My face was tingling with soreness. My plan is working all I have to do is push him that much further and that's it for me. Bye-bye world and hello nothing. I started laughing and laughing and laughing. "Stop laughing before I make you" he warned. I sneered "Ha ha ha no I will not stop" I mocked. His fists curled and he kicked me with such force that it knocked the wind out of me. He stamps his shoes on my face. He threw punches and kicks and whatever all I knew is I was gone surrounded in darkness....

Well how was it good, bad what? Shall I continue it or leave it as a one-shot?

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