-Authors Note: This is my first fan fiction (I like to just write my own stories on and since I'm so new at this type of thing, I wanted to see if anyone would actually like what I've done before I went full blast into my own account. To be honest, I haven't finished KH yet… but I love the story so far. This is my attempt on what was actually going through Kairi's head during the months that Sora was gone… from what my boyfriend has told me. He actually started this, but he didn't finish it so I decided to take it on, cause I used to write a diary myself. Hope you like it..
August 22, 2001
Dear Diary,
Wow… out of all my methods to cope nowadays, this is my weirdest yet… ME- a Diary? Well, here it goes…
I am completely alone. No one here remembers what happened. I am the only one left. I alone bear the burden of the knowledge… the knowledge that could potentially change the lives of every single person I know… the knowledge of the Heartless. What do I do? Who do I trust? The answers are so simple.. I do nothing but wait and I trust only my heart. My heart is the only part of me connected to him.. He has been gone so long… and here I sit… dreaming of his beautiful eyes that have been gone so long. Those eyes that smile and dance when they light up. He hasn't finished yet, so for now, we must be apart. He promised to return, and I believe him. I will wait forever if that is how long it takes.
He floods my mind all the time. I can almost feel him, even as I sit here on my bed writing. Something changed inside me that day at Hollow Bastion. I can't put my finger on it.. But I feel closer to him then every before. It feels like.. Even though we are apart, we are still one.
My days are not filled with daydreams of just him though. My classes are becoming increasingly boring and they do not pacify the animal inside that longs to go find him…. Or Riku. Poor Riku… It has been so long. I haven't seen him since the day the island was attacked. Oh God.. Where is he? So many questions keep bombarding me… Could Riku be dead? So many questions… but no answers… I guess I have to just… wait.
