Summary: In devastating years, James helped Jaiden through her anorexia and to get back on track. Until good times didn't last for long for James. While he goes up on his career, something will always go down. (Jamesden ship [if you don't like that Go away])

Okay! LETS DO THIS!

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"You suck!"

"I hate all of your videos, I won't watch any of it!"

"Idiot!"

"Why do you even exist?!"

"Why would I even watch this dirty-blonde jerk?!"

"I would rather die than watch you!"

As soon as he dropped his phone on the table, The dirty-blonde ran his hands through his hair in exasperation. Voices kept repeating in his mind.

"I hate you!"

Eye clasped shut. Gripping on his hair. Tears starts rolling down his cheeks.

Ting!

He jolted in surprise at the sound and he looked down at his phone. He signed. It might be another comment. Again, He signed. Life is fun, James. Enjoy it while it last. Life is fun. Very fun…

Hesitantly, He looked at his phone and see who is it. If it's another comment, he would literally throw his phone across the room. But it wasn't, It's…

Jaiden…

He quickly wiped away the tears from his face.

"Otw now on your place. Want breakfast?" says Jaiden.

James quickly typed. "Sure!"

Then his phone ringed again to reveal another hate comment. He feels like reading those is like punishing himself, even though it's unnecessary. What is he doing with his life?

But he didn't proceed on reading it just went to the bathroom to wash his face.

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The brunette parked her car on the free space in front of James's house and she got out with a paper bag with a pleasant smell of Chinese food making her mouth water. It was great to just eat and not care about calories or fats. Well, Of course it needed to be in moderation. Thanks to James, Voices telling her to just bite her tongue when she needed to eat, faded slowly.

"Just relax. Okay." James assured as he held both of her hands.

"I-I don't know." She said as she shook her head. "They won't stop."

"It's okay." He assured again. "Just don't listen to them."

She looked at him and nodded. "Okay, I'll try."

(End of flashback.)

She smiled and she knocked on the door.

"Just a second!" She heard James shout inside.

A few second later, The door opened and to see James with a slightly soaked hair. Jaiden beams and raised the paper bag in her hand.

"Breakfast?"

James smiled back. "Sure! Who can say 'no' to that?"

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While they ate, Jaiden noticed James has been unusually quiet. And she didn't like it. It's ridiculous.

Somehow, she had to make James talk. "Heyyy Congratulations on 9 mil."

That made James look up and made his lips curve up in a smile. "Thanks!"

She grinned at him. "Are you happy?"

He grinned back at her. "Mayyyybbbeeeeee…"

That made Jaiden snort a laugh. Good'ol James. "You should really dry your hair off."

That made him frown. "Hm?"

A pause then he added. "Oh, of course. Can't have that right?"

She, somehow, agreed with him. "I guess not."

Jaiden studied with as he looked down again on his plate. She noticed his eyes are a little red and frowned. He should be happy. That is what James is. Someone would always look at the bright side. For example, Life is fun. It's true. You can't just live your life looking at the bad side. Why would you waste your life in those kind of things if you can actually enjoy while it last? That is the James, Jaiden knows. So if something is pulling him down, She would do everything in her will to stop that. Because if he became like her… She's not gonna know what to do. She wasn't James. Like she just said, She could only prevent that.

"How do you feel about the criticism?" She suddenly asked. Yes, She knows. James wasn't also like her. Criticism could affect people and some-people couldn't dodge the effects of it like it was some little pieces of paper thrown at them.

"It was fine." He shrugged. "Can't do anything about it and also can't blame them."

She frowned as she gazed at her plate. Can't blame them. Then she looked at him with a confused look. "What?"

But the silence is the only thing that replied to her.

"A-Are you blaming yourself?" She questioned.

He glanced at her then back to his plate.

"You can tell me." She encouraged.

With that James slid his phone to her, Jaiden frowned before she picked it up and saw all his notifications.

"You suck!"

"I hate all of your videos, I won't watch any of it!" She felt her blood boil at that. Is someone really can be that mean to say 'I hate all of your videos'. Well if there is, Why is he/she even there to watch it?

"Idiot!"

"Why do you even exist?!" She frowned again at that mean comment. Why do you even exist? What kind of question is that?

"Why would I even watch this dirty-blonde jerk?!"

"I would rather die than watch you!"

Jaiden sighed when she placed his phone on the table. She couldn't believe there was too many people now hating on him. Like he did something wrong to them. Here's a thing about youtube-ing. You. can't. avoid. Criticism. Those things, sometimes, doesn't stick in the top comments but once you dive in it more that's where those things are.

"It's not you." she said.

He frowned. "Then why are they doing that?"

"They just had nothing to do with their lives."

James smiled, mentally laughing. "You're right. It's stupid for me to think that."

"Hey, it's fine. I'm just giving you a 'Thank you'." she replied.

James's eyebrows lowered. "For what?"

She smiled. "For everything. You stayed strong for me and helped me up."

"Really?"

"Yeah! I'm not kidding. I like you that way. So stay that way." James really got to know that. We all know that all people got their bad days but just a few people say 'Life is fun, We got to make the most of it' once they got back up again.

He nodded. "Sure…"

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Okay… I think this one shot is like a Message for James or not… I dunno. But yeahh…. I actually did this for my cousin. So yeah cuz, If you're reading this now. This is for you