"Why… had she gone?" His body was shaking. His look was turned on the dead body which was lieing on the cold floor. The black hair of the woman was hanging around her paper-white face. Never in her life the middle-age woman has smiled, but in this moment her face show a little contented smile.

...Fly with broken wings

Close your eyes

And feel the wind on your face

Going into light...

All the years before his cousin was a slave of her mother or the other people who were called Black . Never someone understood her feelings, her sadness, her fear… nothing of her feelings were known by someone. After a few years she went to Hogwarts, her mother meens that shehas tomarried a man who wascalled Rudolphus Lestrange .

...Don´t do all the other want

Don´t let them rule over you

Your mind is free

And never a slave of everyone other...

Her eyes changed in the last year at the school of wizzarding and witching. Before, her look was a little arrogant, but now it was a little sad and indistinct. She retired in herselfe and often sitting alone in a dark corner of a room. After her last year at school she fall into dark machinations. She has to become a deatheater and working for her master who was not be named. Her husband was also a deatheater and they working hard for acknowledgement from their master.

...See my tears

Hear my screams

Take my heart

Help me to life...

She, her husband and a little selection of deatheaters made use of the cruciatus curse against the Longbottoms. Frank and Alice Logbottom lost their mind and lie up to now in the St. Mungo´s hospital for magical illnesses and injurys. For this deed they were sending to Azkaban for many years. Sirius remember her last words before. "The dark lord will rise again Crouch! Throw us in Azkaban, we will wait! He will rise again and will come for us, he will reward us beyond any of his other supporters! We alone were faithful! We alone tried to find him!" He ask himself if she said this only in thefear of being ever locked.

...Take my hands

Feel my pain

Take my soul

So let me rest in peace...

At Harrys fifth school year, Sirius remembered clearly. The order of phönix was again called into being. The order and the deatheaters put up a good fight against each other. At the end of his fifth year, Sirius remembered with a little stab in his breast, she was fighting against him. After the fight She said hurting things and Sirius seen the pain in her eyes. "She wouldn´t do this… she was under pressure." Breathed he by himselfe. Her last words that she has said in his presence were "Sirius… I have only one wish anymore… please forgive me my deeds. And don´t forget that I love you like no one else."

...Dear Sirius.

I know that you hate me, and belive me, you have every reason to do. I can´t make you a reproach, because I´m not better than you. On the contary, I was never the love, good cousin that you deserving. You had try to get along with me but I have only blocked. Now, many years later I understood that you see as only my pain and my transparent tears. Please don´t think that your efforts are in vain. You are the only one I say good bye to.

Please keep me in your heart, then I will live forever.

In love

Bellatrix Lestrange...

With tears in his eyes he saw into the sunset and looked down the cliffs. His feeds standing half on the earth and half in the air. Sirius Black´s last words before he overthrew himselfe from the cliffs were "My love Bellatrix I never more will let you alone. May I can show you that anyone loves you. My little black rose."