((Buffy was stupid.So I wrote something.It might have some meaning.Im not sure though.Im still trying to figure out what most of the stuff I write means.Maybe Im overanalyzing things and they mean nothing at all.))

Its like..you know its bad but you..want it?Its sort of like forbidden fruit.Of course the woman takes the fruit first.He's not even warm anymore.We're using each other.I can't tell whose worse.He stares at you,whether your'e looking or not.He's trying to get you to relz.Bullshit.This is wrong,you promised your friends you wouldn't,your angels who grabbed you,smashed you from heaven.He didn't treat you right the first time.What's his reason for carying this time?Try to be friends,hah,his blue eyes aren't holding anything for you anymore.

It doesn't hurt you that his eyes aren't holding anything for you anymore.You're not even alive anymore.You're barely there,you can't even answer your friends questions.And you know he's the only thing keeping you grounded.The way you're the only thing keeping him here.In this hell.Only it's not hell for him.Its for you.And it won't just die.It won't just go away like you wanted it to.Because you aren't that special or important.Maybe its because you don't mean anything in those blue eyes.

((It was TOO short so I added to it.Its still short.But I can deal with this.Buffy was so shut down.It kinda reminded me of how I was in the begining of the school year.Im doing better.smiles Review if you want.Read you must.Hah.Im Yoda))