I have been alive for centuries and have never been caught. I have killed and stolen but I have never been caught before today. He was so tempting and when he cut himself just one delicious drop of that scarlet blood, and he screamed so beautifully when I drank his blood from him. Too bad he was being monitored by the demon hunters. But I don't feel bad. Heck I feel amazing but I do wonder where do my victims go after they die. There are so many different theories about what happens to people when they die. Do they go to the other side until their murderer dies, do they live on Earth but you just can't see them, do the go down to hell or go up to heaven. I always ask my jailers the same thing what happens to the victims after they die. What will happen to me when I die will I go to hell like the stories say or will I go across the veil and stay there for the rest of eternity. Do I even have a soul, and if I don't have a soul what am I just a mindless beast looking for blood that's all I want. Blood this and blood that. What is blood really would it be considered a life source or food. It is such a pretty color though. They all think that I am going crazy but I'm not it is just what happens when you die is it really that hard to figure out. You would think I would know since I had to die to become a vampire but I don't. Sometimes I wish that they would just kill me just so I can solve the great 's not like I have anything to look forward to. My family is dead. I just want to let go. Well there is always the sun while they're not paying attention I can just reach out my hand and hold back my screams, then I'll figure out the mystery which is death.
