Smut/angst
Cat & jade
Cat's POV
disclaimer: just like a tomato I don't own victorious
It all begins with a touch
Bodies pressed together, the sounds of pure passion and the scent of sex filled the air. Delicate touches, soft kisses, went through the night.
She's beautiful when she sleeps, how am i gonna tell her how i feel? this will all be over, no more sleep overs, and no more surprise visits. Gosh, i can't tell her it'll ruin everything and she'll never look at me the same, besides sleeping together she's the only one who made me feel loved even if she's never told me, how can i let that go? no i'm not gonna tell her i cant.
When I wake up she's gone, I wish one night she could stay so i can see her, so i know she's real, how any of this is real, but when i look she's gone, if i can't see her it must not be real right?
The days at school are usually normal, a few glances and waves in the hall, The bell rings and we go on with our separate lives.
It's never bothered me with much, usually my obsessive over thinking is over when walk through the doors of school.
Before i can put on my sweater to go to the last period A warm hand grabs my sleeve of my sweater and before i can say anything, it pulls me into a empty classroom, it's dark, I can't see anything but a figure in front of me, I know it's her, she has soft hands.
'Are you oka-'' before i can finish my sentence my lips are against hers, it feels different, she feels different, She kisses my neck going down towards my coller bone, But i can feel her shaky breath, somethings definitely wrong.
I look down and grab her chin softly so i can see her eyes, they look red and swollen, her eyebrows begin to infuse and her eyes close, little drops of clear liquid comes falling down her face, she stands up but keeps her head down with her hand on her face, before anything else can happen I grab her and pull her into a hug, she quickly responds to the hug and wraps her damp hands around my neck.
I can feel her sobbing into my shoulder, seconds feel like hours, every beat of her heart feel likes a drum on my chest, I can feel a hot breath in my ear and she whispers ''I'm so selfish,'' I can feel me stomach drop, Why is she selfish, i'm the one who enjoys this, i'm the one who lets her, I should be the one who's selfish.
I look at her with a concerned look, ''why do you think that?''
''Because I..'' she doesn't finish her sentence but looks down with a hand on her face. I move the hair out of her face, ''you can tell me,'' She looks up and presses her lips against mine, but before i can close my eyes and enjoy it she steps away.
''Does that answer your question?'' before i can say anything else she walks out of the class I can see her face, I know this was real..she was real.
it hurts.
Now i know.
It all ends with a touch.
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