Hello fellow fangirls/fanboys(?)! This is just an amateur one-shot and probably not worth your time to read but I really appreciate you clicking on this. Enjoy! (hopefully)
Disclaimer: Kuro and Fai-chan are not mine nor will they ever be mine
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"K-kuro?"
The ninja sighed and moved over so that the mage had room on the bed as he mage climbed in without a word.
"What was it tonight?" Kurogane asked wearily. "Oh, you know…The usual," Fai tried to say it like it didn't matter, but he was trembling and the bigger of the two didn't fail to notice.
"Don't just pass it off like it doesn't matter, damnit!" The words were harsh but the usual spite wasn't in in it. Instead almost… concern? "If you're coming in here every night because of nightmares, then it sure as hell is something!"
"Careful, Kuro-pu," Fai chuckled sadly. "Keep talking like that and I might start to think that you care."
"Damnit Fai… Have you ever stopped and thought that maybe," He hesitated before adding the next part. "Maybe…?" The blonde whispered. "Maybe… I did care? Maybe it hurts to hear you cry when you think that no one is listening? That just maybe it worries me when you get that look in your eyes that seems like you're in another world and I might not get you back?" He was on a roll now and Kurogane didn't think he could stop if he wanted to. Good. Because these were the words that he had kept locked up for so long that he felt if he didn't get then out now he would explode.
"And I know you don't feel the same but have you ever stopped and used that good-for-nothing brain for one god damn moment and thought that someone might actually come to love the mess that's you? Because I have." Kurogane voice broke on the last part. If he had actually looked up and not been so afraid of Fai's reaction, he would have noticed that the blonde had started to tear up about halfway through his confession and now had tears streaming down his face.
"You fool…" Fai knew he must look like a wreck right now but honestly, he didn't give a shit. "You seriously thought that I didn't feel the same way? Do you want to know what I have nightmares about every night? It's that you've finally come to hate and be disgusted with me. And I know that it's bound to happen one day but it still hurts so fucking much anyways. You know why? It's because I love you too you moron!"
Fai barely had a moment to gasp before the kiss. It wasn't one of those kisses that were out of lust, but a kiss that was full of love.
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"Kuro-puuuu! Time to wake up for bre-!" Mokona stopped mid-sentence and had one thought go through his head.
Looks like I won again, Yuuko!
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…This was horrible, I know. It was my first story ever and once I get more experience I'll probably get better Please leave a comment on how you hated it, loved it, liked or thought it was meh. Any is accepted with love. Ciao!
