I would just like to thank wild wolf free 17, Becki3, Eruvyweth, and AmazinglyMe for this inspiration. They are a series of one-shots through each of the Pevensie children's minds when Edmund was dying. Movie-based.

Disclaimer- I don't own any of the characters, so let's get that straight for anyone on FanFiction.

Enjoy!


Section 1: Edmund

I could feel the sudden pain through my stomach as the broken ice spear suddenly broke through my skin. Even though it was cold, my body felt like it was on fire. Then again, I guess I deserve this. I betrayed my family and my friends and I don't even remember why. Actually, I guess I do remember, but I don't want to, so I won't. My life is suddenly flashing before my eyes. Is this really the end? Will I ever see Mum or Dad or Susan or Lucy or most importantly, Peter, ever again? Probably not.

Oh, look, a flashback to when I was five. Peter was holding me up on his back as I pretended to be a great American cowboy. I can remember that day so very vividly, mostly because I eventually fell and cut my knee. But then, Peter helped me up and soothed my tears as they came streaming down my face. I miss that.

Here I am at ten, my first day at that horrible boarding school. I was so scared, but Peter and Susan made me feel better. They, along with mum and Lucy, watched as dad and I drove away. That was the day everything changed. The kids there taunted me, saying that I was a spoiled little rich kid when I'm not.

I remember last year when dad was drafted to fight with the Americans. Mum, Susan, and Lucy were crying. Peter cried too, but I don't think anyone else knew. That night was one of the worst nights of my life.

Flashback:

"Now you kids be good for your mother, okay?" Dad asked us all. Lucy and Susan were in tears refusing to act responsibly. Peter just nodded his head and I stared. I couldn't believe that my dad was going away to war; it was unrealistic.

He bent down and hugged Susan, whose eyes were red and puffy. I heard her whisper to him.

"I love you Dad, please be careful." She pulled away and Lucy ran into our father's arms.

"Bye Daddy, I love you." She cried.

"I love you too, my little Lucy-Goosey." He whispered into her ear.

Then he turned to Peter.

"Peter, you are the man of the house until I return, okay?" My brother nodded. "Watch after your siblings, keep yourself and them safe."

"Yes Dad." I could have sworn he started crying. And then dad turned to me, but I couldn't bear to look at him; it hurt too much. I heard him sigh and I wanted so much to go and run into his arms and beg him not to go, but my feet wouldn't move; all I could do was stare at the floor with tears brimming at the edges of my eyes.

I heard him turn away and kiss mom good-bye before walking out the door and into the military truck. Suddenly, it all seemed too much and right as my legs let me, I bolted up to my room, lay down on my bed, and cried like never before.

End Flashback:

We haven't seen or heard from him since.

I'm starting to choke and I can hardly breathe. Footsteps are nearing me and I wish ever so much that they would save me. I'm not ready to die, I'm not ready to leave my family, but it's getting harder and harder every minute. Suddenly, I can feel gentle hands lifting up my head as it is laid on someone's lap. I can hear crying and someone begging me not to die (A/N: I don't think that was in the movie, but it's been two days since I saw it). Just as I feel myself pulling away, I taste something flowery in my mouth. I start to feel warm and alive again and the pain in my stomach is gone, not completely, but it is better now.

What was once darkness is now light and I can see the images of my teary eyed siblings. Before I know it, Peter has me in his arms holding onto him as if there's no tomorrow. I can tell that he has been crying.

"Will you ever learn to do what you're told?" He asks me in a chokingly happy voice. And all I can think of is "no" because then I just wouldn't be me. Peter then pulls me back into his tight embrace as Lucy and Susan join in, just relishing in the fact that we are all together again. And then, for the first time in years, I feel truly and positively happy, happier then ever before and this time, my happiness will not be taken away.


Review Please! NO FLAMES! The next chapter will be Lucy's look on Edmund's stabbing. Then will come Susan and then Peter. BYE!