I'm just typing dude. This is A Rob/Star and I think I haven't really worked with these two much. One shot that for once has a plot.

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My mind, my mind is exploding in a shower of images. Pain filled memories take center stage as I am forced to watch. My parents falling to their death, the funeral, my first night without them. Arguments with Batman, "You're a child, you have to be more careful, be less reckless or people are going to get hurt!" Leaving him behind, the man that was like my father.

Putting on the Red X suit for the first time, Starfire's pained expression when she learned the truth. Slade, Slade, Slade. Betraying my team as I am forced to be his apprentice, my team mates pain, my own. Being beaten by a man only I can see, am I crazy? Is he even real?

New images, what has not happened. My team withering in pain as I am helpless to save them, an unknown villain standing over them laughing. This isn't happening, it isn't. In my head I see him kill every last one, slowly, painfully. Beast Boy, Cyborg, Raven, and, and Starfire. She takes the longest, struggling weakly as she still fights him off. I can hear her, her voice so faint it can't even qualify as a whisper. "Robin, help me." I can't, I'm stuck behind an invisible wall. I beat my fists against it, but I cannot get closer, cannot save her.

"STARFIRE!" But it's to late, I can't save her. The unknown villain strikes. And I am there, I'm standing over her body as she loses consciousness, as she stares at me hurt. The knife is bloody in my hand. Starfire ceases to breath. This isn't real, it isn't.

Fighting, I was fighting someone. Who was I fighting? My team mates, I was killing them. No, it wasn't them I fighting a man. A beam hit me and I- snapped and killed them. No, I would never. Where am I? Who am I?

"Robin!" Someone is screaming at me. I scream back, a loud, pain filled cry. "Robin!" Her voice is so far away, who is it? Starfire, it's Starfire. Her mutilated body is before me, as cold lifeless eyes stare up at me accusing. Everyone is there, everyone I care for. My team, Titans East, my family,Batman, Bat Girl. Did I, did I kill them too? "Robin, please Robin!" Starfire's voice, it's far away, asking me to come back. To not leave her. Why does she want me back, I killed her, right? Everyone is dead, it's all my fault. Isn't it?

I was hit by a beam and I fell to the ground. That was when the memories came. What I am thinking, did it happen? Starfire's voice cries out for me, I can hear the rest of my team speaking worriedly in the background. Their voices become clearer as they come closer.

They're not closer, I killed them, betrayed them. They lay before me, dying, calling out for me to stop, for me to help. I see myself laugh. Still, I can hear them so well, I begin to become aware of my own body. It's covered in sweat as it lays on the hard cold ground. "Robin, please awake now." I hear myself groan. I want to be with her, to help her. A small hand brushes my face and my eyes flicker open. "Robin!" Starfire's tear streaked face breaks into a grin as she pulls me into a bone crushing hug. "Oh Robin! I was so very worried!" I hug her back as hard as possible. Safe in the knowledge that she is alive. The implanted images in my head are gone, replaced with new ones, ones only Starfire could cause.