Well, for these last few days I've been quite into this game and this is just a fun fanfic I decided to write of of boredom. It's slash and has minor NSFW hints,here and there but nevertheless, it's a meh fanfic. You can say I'm intrigued by the character Add so I decided to write one about his mental state of...something. Because I thought it'll be boring and I don't particularly fancy any of the girls, I decided to use Elsword as bait. (I'm so sorry)

I hope you enjoy reading this...or not. And review are always appreciated, the same goes for criticism but no flames please. This is my first fanfic in this fandom so please go easy on me. ;w;

Elsword - Lord Knight (LK)

Add - Mastermind (MM)

Aisha - Elemental Mage (EM)

Raven - Blade Master (BM)

Rena - Wind Seeker (WS)

Elesis - Grand Master (GM)

Eve - Code Empress (CE)

Chung - IP (Iron Paladin)

Lu/Ciel - Dreadlord (DL)

By the way, I don't own the MMORPG game, Elsword. Everything belongs to it's rightful owner except, I do own this fanfic tho-/whacked


INTO THE ROSARIUM


Elesis was beautiful, as most people described her to be. With those long tresses and her hourglass body plus the fact she's one of the most well-known knights in the land...everyone knew who she is. But her younger sibling was also beautiful per day. With those large doe eyes and his flaring red hair, he was what you can say a masterpiece. Or at least, that's what Add thought of him. Elsword, The Lord of all Knights, was a masterpiece; an art that stands out in an exhibition or gallery.

Unlike Elesis who's beauty is envied by everyone, Elsword is what you can say a diamond in the rough. With a bit polishing, he could be even much beautiful than his older sister. With those bloody red orbs that matches his hair; it was as red as rose to most people that compliment him. To add, instead of a rose, he thought that it was blood red. The rose is what you can say for the Elesis but for Elsword, he cannot be compared with something so weak. Something that could wilt at any moment. Despite it's thorns, time will one day come to conquer it.

But blood isn't something that easily wilt. Not matter how much you splatter it on the ground, it will never run out. And that is why Add despises Elsword for. He hates the younger male. He loathes the redheaded knight, who's eyes and hair matches the colour of red blood. And despite his hatred for the smaller male, Elsowrd never held the same malice to the albino. Add was angry. He was beyond frustrated yet Add was confused.

The emotions loitering within him weren't something he used to feel. Ever since the Elgang had accepted him as a person instead of some sick psychopath, he had never felt this emotion before. His heart beats faster than lightning and it thumps louder than drums that sometimes, Add thought it might explode. And for all he knows, it's Elsword's fault that he was feeling as such. The way he talks softly yet there was a hint of the usual easygoingness, to the way his eyes flickered when he heard that his comrades were injured, to the smile oh so mesmerising and kind to his heart of gold in spite of his rather fused temper. Everything about Elsword, to Add, is beautiful yet it is not perfect. Just the way Add likes it.

What is like when the albino himself isn't sure of it?

The emotions lingered for the other...was it just a simple crush? Or is it more than just like? Is it what the people called love...? Impossible since Add was sure he despises the smaller male. Then what? What makes his heart become in such pitiful state that it hurts just by thinking of it? Thinking of the smiling redhead inside his mind? The thoughts of kissing him lips to lips and the hot tongue that he will slipped into the mouth of the shorter knight? The dreams about having Elsword below him, squirming in both pleasure and pain? The desire to hurt the redheaded male and strangled him as he begs for mercy, all broken and hurt?

He had asked many people, both his allies and some townsfolk and he never received the correct answer that he seeks. It was always love or crush but Add wasn't stupid to start with. He could see how their eyes darkens at his words, especially in the eyes of Raven, Rena, Eve, Aisha and the others. They seemed distant as they explained the concept to him, as if wary and terrified. It was so unsatisfying, his desire for an appropriate answer still hangs in the air like a plague.

Add decided to approach Elsword one day, the curse slash core of his problems about the current situation and condition he's suffering through. Elsword at first looks surprised as his eyes widened and his lips pursed, making Add's heart thump twice the harder and faster than usual. Wiping his sweat away, Elsword averted his eyes slightly and makes a long trial of 'hm' sounds; annoyed Add for a second there and making the albino almost leave the area due to the irritable noise the other's making.

"I supposed it's an emotion an individual feels when they're around someone they like or love", Elsword answered him airily, swinging his sword lightly before stomping the edge of said sword to the ground hard and leans on the handle of said sword "You know, when you're body feels hot...and your head begins to get dizzy...and something like that. It was the first sign of affections they are getting for the person-well, umm, I'm not sure of it myself since I never felt such ways before". Elsword laughed he as he scratched the back of his head nervously and Add just stare, his feelings torn in between being grossed out or merely dumbfounded.

Elsword's laughter was to die for...and Add doesn't feels like sharing it with anyone but himself.

The answer was similar to almost everyone's but unbeknownst to why, he felt alright with the answer he received from the younger male. It was satisfying and he doesn't gets why. So does that means Add had started to grow feelings for this knight in front of him? If so, should he accept this emotions or push it away? He hatred the other and he wasn't about to suddenly like him even. Despite the need to asked more, Elsword's flustered face was both amusing and tempting and Add does everything he needs not to lashed out at the other.

Giving Elsword a curt nod, Add steadily gaze down at the smaller male; analysing the redheaded male from head to toe before giving the other his trademark smirk, to which Elsword just blink at the appearance of it.

"Whatever. I don't need to hear some petty advice from a cherry boy* such as you" Add barked back, satisfied when he saw Elsword's fuming and flustered expression. Turning around, Add takes his leave but not without Elsword shrieking at the top of his lungs from behind of course.

"Then why asked me in the first place?!"

Add didn't answered him but deep inside, the answer already lies inside of Add's head. He'd eaten the forbidden fruit and Add knew it best because he's him. It because he wants Elsword for himself; to feel that petite yet strong body in his arms, to see him moaning underneath with tears pouring out of his eyes and cheeks flushed red, to break him and chained him so he'll never leave.

A desire so dark...yet to Add, it was incredibly beautiful still.


Elsword will never understand the mind of that one being named Add. The tall white haired male had always been an enigma albeit with the psychopathic personality of his, Elsword doesn't think he was all that bad.

At least, in his eyes, Add wasn't as bad as others proclaimed him to be.

The urge to follow after the other is big. Elsword couldn't help but feel like there was something the other wanted to tell him. He was curious per say...and a bit nosy too. Elsword just wants to know what the other is thinking, that's all. As much as he liked to continue with his training so he'll get stronger, Elsword just couldn't shake off this feeling of curiosity.

Sighing, instead of continuing with training, Elsword picks up his sword and drags it with him as he chased after Add's. The albino had never been interested in such things before as the older male always focusing on the Nasod (and Eve, despite the other not admitting it) and whatever he's up to inside his room.

It just perks Elsword interest even more than before.

"Add!"

Elsword shout from behind when he caught the glimpse of the taller male but Add didn't stop nor turn around to even look at him. Perhaps, he didn't hear him. The same thing repeated by Elsword calling his name but still no respond.

Elsword came to a conclusion that the albino is ignoring him. Pouting, a Elsword ran even faster than before until he caught up with the other and glomp/throws himself to Add's tall but skinny body; making them both stumbled and fall to the ground. He could hear the other gasps in surprise as they fell and Elsword just shut his eyes close, ready to kiss the ground or feel the consequences of Add's wrath.


That brat did it. He really did it. That's it, he truly despised this brat yet he was longing for him too. How deliriously annoying. Making a sharp but soft 'chet' sound under his breath; Add isn't going to be the one who's going to get the impact of the fall.

Instead, it was Elsword who's body flew upfront as they tumbled. His purple eyes caught the sight of the redheaded male, eyes shut as if already give in to the fate he's about to face and inwardly, Add felt like smirking.

Elsword landed on the ground first with a loud 'thump' before Add comes right after. Unluckily though, Add fell right above Elsword and thus, his heart throbs once again fast. Their position was rather suggestive with their legs intertwined together and the fact that Elsword was panting heavily, his heavy lids fluttering to reveal how seductive those red eyes look from under those long bangs and the way his lips moves; Add barely stopped himself from craving him like an appetising cuisine. Add pushes himself up a little with using his arms as support to the ground, groaning in slight distaste and pain because his body wasn't ready for the fall.

Add's hair was a wreck and a mess now that the only thing that managed to tie his hair is loose and on the ground. Simply to put it, with those white mane that's covering most of his face to the glaring amethyst coloured eyes blazing under the dark shadows of his fringes; Add looks like some sort of wild animal instead of a person.

The albino kept quiet for a moment, calming his heart rate down as he continue to stare into the red orbs of Elsword's; mesmerised by its beauty and still, he loathes it as even as he likes it. The red-haired knight suddenly felt uncomfortable and started to squirm while underneath of Add and Add's sadistic nature almost arise if it wasn't for his levelheadedness of their current position and situation.

"Mind getting off of me, Add?" Elsword plead uncomfortably, shifting and squirming as if trying to get away.

"Why should I?" Add taunted back, his trademark smirk finally reappearing onto his lips; gracing his handsome face with sadistic intentions. Elsword who seemed to have noticed the old Add reemerging back into the current Add, suddenly worried of his own well being and safety. The albino caresses Elsword's cheeks, tucking away few strands of hair and he could feel that Elsword was shuddering under him for some reason he couldn't tell.

This is what he's been longing for right? The constant imaginations that Add had during his free time; the moments hoped to happen where he'll be able to touch Elsword's, roaming his hands everywhere and every inch of the redheaded knight's body. The lewd look on Elsword's face as he screams and clings to Add's body, the tears fell from the smaller male's eyes and the nails that will dig into Add's back, bloody and aches with pain.

From caressing the cheeks, his delicate fingers trails to Elsword's lips. The plushy, pink and very kissable lips that Add didn't understand how it didn't tempt any other man or woman in this world. They were probably too focusing on wooing the older sister of Elsword thus they couldn't appreciate his beauty as evenly as Elesis. However, Add didn't make any further moves as he stopped just that instant after touching the younger male lips and puts back the fingers back to his own.

It was warm, funnily.

Letting out a sigh, Add finally climbed off of the poor male underneath; Elsword who was still petrified could only gasped out loudly as if he just awoke from a strange dream-or maybe a nightmare. Add push away some of his white locks from his face as it was starting to irritate him very much and with arms crossed, he gave one more glance at the famous 'Lord Knight', now looking every vulnerable and somehow afraid.

"Don't ever try touching me again, Elbrat"

With that, Add left the place; the sound of his shoes clattering on the floor, leaving the poor knight alone who's now sitting on his knees pathetically with eyes big out of emotions he couldn't detect, fingers brushing his lips and face that's as red as rose, it can be even darker than the rose's shades.

It was a colour Add redeems that he likes yet truly hates when it's on Elsword. It was the colour of blood, dusting across Elsword's face beautifully.


A/N: You can't exactly blame me for writing Add's sadistic self. I was hoping to get him into character somewhat but I'm not so sure now that I reread this. Still, I hope you people enjoy.

And please review your thoughts on this too since, well, I'm trying to improve my skills on writing (and English isn't my first language so I'm equally worried).