a/n Another John/Mary freeverse for you all. This time its from John's perspective. Please review if you like it. :)

Things never

q/u/i/t/e

end up

how you

p

l

a

n

n

e

d

sometimes

ThAt'S

a

g:o:o:d

thing

[[but sometimes

its a

BAD

thing]]

..

When you were

L-I-T-T-L-E

and you

d~r~e~a~m~e~d

you never imagined

things would

be

quite

like

this

because the things you've

Seen

are unimaginable

&you've

Suffered

unimaginable loss

&you've

Loved

with unimaginable depth

and sometimes you

u/s/e/d

to wonder

whether it was

WoRtH

it

..

But then you

met

Her

..

You were in the

d-a-r-k

((the worst time

of

your

L

I

F

E

))

Because you lost

your

f/r/i/e/n/d

[(the best friend

you

e|v|e|r

had)]

when you met

her

She shined like

the

sun

and the dark

was no

m-o-r-e

and things

were

f.i.n.a.l.l.y

falling into place

..

Except everything you thought you knew is

WRONGWRONGWRONG

Because

he's not

d-e-a-d

like you thought he was

He fooled you

and everyone else

KNEW

and it hurts

more than you ever thought possible

because you

hatehatehate

him

((.and. .yet. .he's. .still. .your.

.best. .friend.))

and she helps you get through it

except she's lying to you too

even though you don't k/n/o/w it

_- why does every one lie to you

keep secrets

even when it's your

H|E|A|R|T

.on. .the. .line. -_

..

You get married

/+happiest+\ day of your

L

I

F

E

Because everyone your love is there

..

Father

You're going to be one

A child

A baby

Y/o/u/r child

Y/o/u/r baby

Wait

You think you've got a new

c-a-n-d-i-d-a-t-e

for the /\happiest\/

day of your l:i:f:e

because your finally living the

life you

d.r.e.a.m.e.d

of

when you were l/\i\/t/\t\/l/\e

and you stared at the stars

..

Except your wife

((your beautiful wonderful

wife

whom you

LOVE

more than the WORLD))

isn't who she says she is

-no where close-

and

you feel

betrayedaloneheartbroken

because she is everything

she s-h-o-u-l-d-n'-t

b

e

((Your

WIFE

who is

pregnant

with your BABY))

Maybe your life isn't so

S

I

M

P

L

E

after all

..

T|i|M|e

passes

You think about

w-h-a-t

happened

what

you

d/i/s/c/o/v/e/r/e/d

and wonder if

you

can

ever

find

it

in

your

h|e|a|r|t

to

f.o.r.g.i.v.e

her

because she's still your

b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l

w\o\n\d\e\r\f\u\l

/wife\

whom you

\./love\./

more than the w{o}r{l}d

on the outside

b:u:t

inside

she's a

-s

t-

-r

a-

-n

g-

-e

r-

masquerading in her clothes

because you

don't

know

her

ANYMORE

..

She

begs&begs

for you

to look past what she

w/a/s

what she

d\i\d

but you can't

((not yet))

bEcAuSe

she hurt you

{{{but can you

A+D+D

her

to the list

of the

unimaginable

loss

that h:a:u:n:t:s

you?}}}

..

SoMeHoW

you don't

think you can

..

So

you

forgiveforgiveforgive

her

because you

realise that underneath everything

she's still your beautiful wonderful

wife

whom you

LOVE

more than the WORLD

..