a/n Another John/Mary freeverse for you all. This time its from John's perspective. Please review if you like it. :)
Things never
q/u/i/t/e
end up
how you
p
l
a
n
n
e
d
sometimes
ThAt'S
a
g:o:o:d
thing
[[but sometimes
its a
BAD
thing]]
..
When you were
L-I-T-T-L-E
and you
d~r~e~a~m~e~d
you never imagined
things would
be
quite
like
this
because the things you've
Seen
are unimaginable
&you've
Suffered
unimaginable loss
&you've
Loved
with unimaginable depth
and sometimes you
u/s/e/d
to wonder
whether it was
WoRtH
it
..
But then you
met
Her
..
You were in the
d-a-r-k
((the worst time
of
your
L
I
F
E
))
Because you lost
your
f/r/i/e/n/d
[(the best friend
you
e|v|e|r
had)]
when you met
her
She shined like
the
sun
and the dark
was no
m-o-r-e
and things
were
f.i.n.a.l.l.y
falling into place
..
Except everything you thought you knew is
WRONGWRONGWRONG
Because
he's not
d-e-a-d
like you thought he was
He fooled you
and everyone else
KNEW
and it hurts
more than you ever thought possible
because you
hatehatehate
him
((.and. .yet. .he's. .still. .your.
.best. .friend.))
and she helps you get through it
except she's lying to you too
even though you don't k/n/o/w it
_- why does every one lie to you
keep secrets
even when it's your
H|E|A|R|T
.on. .the. .line. -_
..
You get married
/+happiest+\ day of your
L
I
F
E
Because everyone your love is there
..
Father
You're going to be one
A child
A baby
Y/o/u/r child
Y/o/u/r baby
Wait
You think you've got a new
c-a-n-d-i-d-a-t-e
for the /\happiest\/
day of your l:i:f:e
because your finally living the
life you
d.r.e.a.m.e.d
of
when you were l/\i\/t/\t\/l/\e
and you stared at the stars
..
Except your wife
((your beautiful wonderful
wife
whom you
LOVE
more than the WORLD))
isn't who she says she is
-no where close-
and
you feel
betrayedaloneheartbroken
because she is everything
she s-h-o-u-l-d-n'-t
b
e
((Your
WIFE
who is
pregnant
with your BABY))
Maybe your life isn't so
S
I
M
P
L
E
after all
..
T|i|M|e
passes
You think about
w-h-a-t
happened
what
you
d/i/s/c/o/v/e/r/e/d
and wonder if
you
can
ever
find
it
in
your
h|e|a|r|t
to
f.o.r.g.i.v.e
her
because she's still your
b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l
w\o\n\d\e\r\f\u\l
/wife\
whom you
\./love\./
more than the w{o}r{l}d
on the outside
b:u:t
inside
she's a
-s
t-
-r
a-
-n
g-
-e
r-
masquerading in her clothes
because you
don't
know
her
ANYMORE
..
She
begs&begs
for you
to look past what she
w/a/s
what she
d\i\d
but you can't
((not yet))
bEcAuSe
she hurt you
{{{but can you
A+D+D
her
to the list
of the
unimaginable
loss
that h:a:u:n:t:s
you?}}}
..
SoMeHoW
you don't
think you can
..
So
you
forgiveforgiveforgive
her
because you
realise that underneath everything
she's still your beautiful wonderful
wife
whom you
LOVE
more than the WORLD
..
